Yesterday was lesson, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift..

Who Am I?

2011-03-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

This is no charades, but I'm a little confused with who am I.
I don't feel like me. I mean it.
This is not due to homeworks, or whatsoever.
But I seriously don't feel like myself.

Who Am I?

I realised I have lost the real me.

How contradicting 0w0

-,-

2011-03-19T14:38:00.002+08:00

Warning first: Randomness over the new timetable.
1st thing: 3 straight periods with Ms Yong :o
Okayyy, so, chiong SS and geog first (:
2nd thing: 4 PERIODS OF MATHS :0
There's maths remedial afterwards.. -.-
All of us shall love monday now(:
Sarang Monday (:
Monday will be super blue. Especially My Blue boys are coming back(:
But, because its Charmian's birthday.. It will be great right ?
3rd Thing: Before and After recess is maths= no maths.
Always late release + have to chiong back for lesson.
Hilarious la... -.-
4th Thing: 2 periods of Chinese then assembly.

I love Monday already.

Tuesday still okay, but now there is level practice in the morning. I understand SYF is coming. But Tue is for me to chillax and chiong unfinished work T.T
But still have 3 periods of maths.. -.-

So far, still prefer Wed, no maths :DDD
But 4 2periods slots of 4 subject . Plus there's physics.
I don't know leh. I don't feel that happy anymore :(

Thursday, WOW! Still the same. Almost 4 periods Bio and Maths.
Also Physics. :"X
Plus PE~

Friday. Got to see him for 3 periods? Chem and maths again.
Okay, only like Friday and Wednesday.
But friday, aft remedial have dance :O
I need time to chiong homework in school please -.-

Peeps can just ignore above.
Totally tired. Guess how well is my progress with homework.
I'm surprise if anyone can finish -.-
12/27. Barely half -.-
But I touched some (:
LOL! I'll do compo now. It seems easier to finish. But since monday got SS , geog and maths.
Make sure those are awesome. I don't want the day to get too blue. Spoils my mood.
I prefer purple(:
I don't want the holiday to end. It was horrible with everyday practice. I have to say, I did improve. I can't deny that. But still..? I mean, sore arms and legs.. but I have muscles^^
Wait, *focus*, it takes like 18 homework. Hopefully teachers can understand and not be too harsh if never finish..T.T

Can finally see my Chinggus(:
Miss them so much (:
When this term ends, June will come. Dread.
Okay, stop blogging soon. Better start on my compo
Memories and Write an occasion when a sense of frustration created in you by someone trusted made you react in such a way as to bring success to you. Give me ideas (:

Not my day!

2011-03-16T14:21:00.002+08:00

WEML! You don't know me.. So shut off boy(;
Shall I dance to Miss A's Bad Girl Good Girl, so you understand?
Dude, SYF is nothing to me if it weren't for the points. I guess seeing us for a whole week is making you.. unreasonable? But look, I won't give up on getting a full 180, cause if I do, I'll lose.
I don't mind you changing, it'll mean more rest time for me. But I don't like to lose.
Give it all you got. I'll prove it to you, just like my hou tui.
Then I'll shout IYF! (:
But don't push me to more anger. I hate getting more negative especially since more of such energy should be used to save Japan. Be understanding..arasso? *blehs*

I don't have much to say, he just made me so furious.
I already have sore legs and hands, what more does he want? Broken arms and legs.
How many more girls do you want to cry. They say hardwork requires real blood and tears.
I didn't expect both to be real. Just a figure of speech.
Aigooo, I feel like going out today. Badly.
I mean, she complained she only watched one movie. Barely went out.
How about me? I didn't even went out for this whole term. But I thought, is okay. Just wait till my O's are over. It's tough now, really tough. I miss my beauty sleep. My free time. My energy. My life.
Aishhh, why issit so easy in movies/dramas, and yet so hard in real life.
But, I should use failures to move on and not hold me down.
So, I'll clear at least half of my homework by to day. Already left with 21.
At least 9 more to go(:
Shermain-ssi! Hwaiting (: Hontoni Gambate (:
Don't care about that chommai chincha pabo sungsaeinnim(:

As for my beloved chinggu, don't care about him. He's definitely not worth for you to be worried, bothered or thought about. You deserve better thoughts.(:
Whatever happens will happens, but never shed a tear.
Remember, all of us are here with you (:
We don't like to see a teary you (:

This year, supposinly more smooth, has been rather.. not smooth.
Nothing went right. Every thing felt like the extremes.
It's definitely a year where your sprinkler will spoil. So get your plumber's number handy.
It's definitely a year where your garden will be infested with pest, or face unfavourable weather conditions causing your crops to not grow well.
Stay strong with me people.. Stay strong.
Let's Dream High and enjoy it at the end of the year (:

*Be with me*

Tired (:

2011-03-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

Blehhhh, dance is really tiring ><
We're lying on the floor at the end of everything Goshhhh, I don't even have energy to walk down the steps. Either I go superb crazy to overcome the weariness, or I'm just staring into space Whatevers(;
For today, it wasn't the best day ever. The test came right up , almost immediately. Yeahh, I blew my top off. But it was ridiculous. So, I apologised for the anger. Now trying to subside all those anger and try to be positive as possible. Now, surviving with staring at the homework. All the homework is making me falling asleep:X

Thought of lyrics today, for the melody of Dream High (;
I Dream High
I set my goals up
It may be hard to reach for now
I know that I can reach for the stars in.. the sky

I can fly high
With these wings of mine
I may be incompetent, but I know that
I will fly to the sky one day and grab all the stars in the sky

How is it ? (: Horrible eh? Just pop up and formed within a few minutes..
I wanted to write down, but forgotten. So scrapping all the memories to type..
LOL! I find it quite cool though (:
I better end this post and start on my homework (:

* Promise me you will not die for anyone (:*

Maybe

2011-03-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

" Maybe you're the one. Maybe Perhaps. Perhaps you .."
SunYe Unnie sings well. I really like this song. The piano is hard to figure though. Cause I got glued to listening more than figuring out! :P
I tried figuring out Gee, Haha, but I can't beat Dongsaeng lahh. She's really good (:
Listen to IU's Gee. I like it better. The beat, the feeling? I don't know, it sounds nicer (:
The acoustic IU version rocks (:

Spent the morning trying to study while playing with my brother.
Only time in the week. It was fun. I "forced" him to sing some songs. Haha, it felt great.
Even when you're as old as 60 years. Remembering and singing childhood memories rocks(:
So, in the end, SS did not finished. But I hope I have gave him more than one memory (;

Had dance afterwards, which was.. wth?
He is either having PMS, or he's having a bad day.
He is so darn harsh lahhhh, plus super indecisive. How many moves have we change? How many position have we change? Make up your mind you want as to stand spread out or closer?
We don't like that you being indecisive and claims we did not adhere to it when you just change. Give us a break, dude. Aishhhh, still have one whole week with him. Today was just two hours. How to survive the rest with three?
Whatevers, hope for the best. Nevertheless, so proud of my Houtui (back leg? Direct translate ^^ ) Keke ^^
But super tired. I was like half dead around nine.
I had to do the thick idiom stack! BLEHHHH
I'm so damn tired lahhh. Is this really a holiday?
All the homeworks are making me upset. Seriously, we can't go out because of me.
We can't have fun because of me. I don't even dare to take a nap.
Aigooo! Haha, but Dream High is getting better (;
I wanna watch it finish by this week, asap. So I don't feel hanging there.
Since WGM is ending, no point watching. After Dream High, please don't release anymore drama.
SME is releasing one soon. Please do so, .. aft my O's. ^^

Aigooo, I don't have anymore to type. Brain stop working T.T
Really tired. Can I pause time so I can sleep overtime without affecting the 24 hours I have? LOL!
Very random right now..
Still, God bless Japan. They have really suffered. I can't imagineT,T
Japan Hontoni Gambate Kudasai (:
Namaewa.. (stuck)..[ wishes the best for all of you and all of you to be safe] ^^

Oyasumi Nasai (:

* I really miss Japan. A lot. I wanna go back there soon >< *

Webs of Lie

2011-03-13T22:12:00.002+08:00

After seeing her post, I feel like.. (leaves it blank)
I have to be forgiving to her, yet the pain she implanted in my chinggu is unbearable.
I don't know. It hurts when no one is with you.
But it hurts even further when you're reminded of the truth.
I pray that both sides will not get hurt even further.
It's no longer about who's the winner..whatevers.
We're no longer little children. Be sensible.

Today, is a very tiring day.
Though my homework rate is slow, it feels quite great to know I'm still surviving (:
I have to believe in the impossible.
I'm stuck between the two choices again.
I know all is determined through the score, but I can't help to feel tempted and picture my future. I just hope my hardwork pays off this time. I'm getting tired of enduring pains of disappointment. Though, I know, I have to work doubly hard now.
I'm not gonna make the same mistake.
I'm not sure how to survive knowing I'm in a different band.
I felt like crying at times. I'm not dumb. I know that
I just can't get it
Whatevers, I hope it will improve from now.
I need everything to push me on.
Leaving me with two messages, I always remember your words.
(a) Let Go
Let go, don't hang on to things. Clinging to them. Just let it go
(b) Don't be afraid of failures
Use them instead to push you forward and not hold you down
I'm trying to adhere to the second message now.
Swallowing all the tears and use to push me forward
I don't know, I'm getting really tired soon
The finishing line looks really far.
But, I'll just realised my hesitation is bringing me no where
I really hope I can be more determined like other peeps.

You know, there was this very day, where my sprinkler spoilt.
I was kind of shocked, didn't expected it.
It used to work with just strips of duct tape.
But on that very day, I finally understand that things have their limit. That instant, Perserverance disappear out of my dictionary. As I pondered over my problems, I realised everyone else had left. I'm all alone, to tackle with.. Everything. Look, I don't need you to pity. Just give me a few moments before I stand up, I promise to be stronger. Let me fix my sprinkler before getting up. I can then create a beautiful garden. I don't need you.
In times like this, having to cross over the swampy river, I just have to put up a strong front and live with it. I can only have success in my dreams , and my dreams in the future. The walk may be long but I know I'll pull it off(:

Hahas, let me share with you something I saw today. While driving around the city, I saw a sign near Construction Site " Living with your mistakes is harder than you think. Wear your safety helmet" Although its for the construction workers. It set me thinking. Living with your mistakes is harder than you think. Yeahh, I had made some mistakes at a couple of points in my life. Some mistakes that made my heart wrenched when thought about it. It is hard at first, but overtime, it will not bother you every single day. It will only bother you if it becomes a regret. It will, trust me.

I see life as a very different aspect. It's like a game. It's like a lesson. It's like a story. It's like a path. All things you can imagine can be describe as life. Life is unpredictable. Life is unfair..
Whatevers, but life is your life. Whether you believe in recarnation, you only have that minute in your this life. Once spent, it will never be refunded. That's one painful lesson I've learnt.
Live everyday like there's no tomorrow.
This line has more than its literal meaning. It means physically, mentally, you should live everyday like there's no tomorrow.
This holiday came just in time. I believe in my future, it was shaky a few days ago.
But now, it feels stable.
It feels dumb to know that I have been self-claiming I'm alone, when I have so many people around me supporting me, believing in me. They believe that I can do the impossible when I'm stuck at the possible. I felt so bad. I must do my best (:
Even if it means sacrifing those sleep *tempted :( *
Hahas, today is a little more context wise right?

I need to sleep soon though. But my homework rate is pleasing me so much (:
Still that 5 compres bugg me >PPP
5 Compre, 2 compo??!?!
Tomorrow will be monday. Dance torchure will be the whole week -.0
People, give me ideas for Memories and " Write about an occasion when a sense of frustration created in you by someone you trusted made you react in such a way as to bring success to you"
I have some ideas for second one. No.. dont think I watch Dream High for just pleasure.. Cause it gave me a plot.
You see, at first Hyemi and BaekHee were like best friends. Except, Hyemi was kind of pulling Baekhee around by the nose. They wanted to enter an audition to go into an Arts School. After feeling the principal might only choose one of them. Hyemi panicked and claimed she doesn't need BaekHee, she's low class, even claims her third-class (Hyemi comes from a rich family, but recently her dad suffered from bankrupcy), or worse, a nobody. This arts school is sort of like a school one enters before debuting. So in the end, although both entered the school, but Baekhee debuted first (sucess here)

Its quite complicated, but it gives me some idea.. I hope to make it simplier. I hate to know I'm failing because of grammar. It's so stupid *blehhs*
Still thinking when to start on my compre.
Aishhhhh, I doubt the teachers can go through all anyway. Aigoo, I'll just do lahh
Addmaths is so hard. Answers so close yet so far~ I'm gonna pull out all my hair soon.
Uhhhh, hopefully dance won't kill me tomorrow. I still need to survive home.
Hahas, taught my brother today. Some maths. (:
It feels satisfactory. You know, when you're young, you always want to be a teacher.
Since I'm the older one, I always get to my sister's teacher.
I even prepared notes for her. Hahas, it sounds lame right ?
Good times.. (:
I feel kind of bad for my brother. I just find it hard to bring myself down to his age.
Those plastic objects no longer attract me anymore.
Yeahh, when you're young, you have a head full of imagination.
One simple toy can fill your whole day of fun.
Now, its different. I feel bad for him.
When my sis and I sings our childhood song.
He can't join along. Instead he sings kpop -.-
Mianhae dongsaeng. Noona didn't meant to.
I can understand how attractive kpop is though.
Noona will try to bring more childhood in you kayys (:
I'll make sure you can sing all the children song we sing :PPP
Or even play paper snowball like both of us did.
Haha, being a child is fun.
Never kill their imagination. Is like cutting the stem off a growing plant.

Wow, this post is getting long :o
But not sure when I can still post.
Anyway, did SS, we're suppose to self study Globalisation
I had to agree with Tony Blair.
He said Globalisation is irrversible and irresistable.
True, I cannot live without my phone.
Everything is too convienient.
Even for a television, I rather search the whole house for the control rather than pressing on buttons on TV. Yet, this has resulted in some impacts than we never know.
Now, we don't call fun like Five stones...etc Its more of this game, that game.
Everywhere you go, even for myself and my family.
When you're bored, out pops your phone to entertain you.
I once read an article about phone. It says now everyone is late.
We don't mind either. If we think we're late, we'll just message the other person and inform them
So in the end, no one is early as we will keep pushing back the time to meet
We have lost the moral to be puntual.
Hahas, I'm getting so serious.

Yawnns, so tired.
Do more homework tomorrow. Haha!(:
I hope to leave only English by latest Wednesday :PP
Nights people, Smile more, everyday.

* I'm really thankful towards all of you. If I had to leave a last message, it would be " I love you and I thank you" *

God Bless Japan

2011-03-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

Aww, all our hearts are with Japan. They had an Earthquake and Tsunami.
May God bless all of you..

Finally, the long awaited holidays arrived. It didn't end off nicely with homeworks I would say.
I wouldn't even want to list, otherwise this whole post is practically my homework.
Just taking a break before getting started. I'm already going to finish Biology and Physics! ^^
2 Less Homework out of 22 ( O.0). I guess, I'll do chem notes now too! (:
Anyway, still gonna relax a while, sleeping takes too long (:

Oh wait, I guess its 23, still have geog >,<

Seriously, I forgot my password.. Great -.-
How to go mconline-.-
Uhhh, I think, my time is wasted for it to load.. Blehhh

I'm kind of random right now, after effects ^^
But all of us aren't happy lately. Homework dampens our mood further.
It's really unfair, other than in a friend way, none of this should happen.
Just because of her, more than 5 pails of tears have been filled.
I don't know, its just unfair.
I know how she feels though.
All of us feels sad with her.
I miss her smile, a lot T.T

Chinggu, don't worry so much kayys, all of us are here with you (:
It's kind of sad that such things happened after Taeyeon's birthday.
Don't worry, kayy(:

Uhhh, I'm so tired ><
This holiday is definitely not a holiday I would say. Already 21 hours spent of CD.
Daebak kudae? Whatevers, I tried my best to improve in every aspect.
After all the things, I'm not gonna drop any.
I'm gonna stay on.
Though, I'm not happy I got into 2.
Seriously. I'm totally upset over it :(
Its not i hate the cher, but, aishhhh. It just doesn't feel right.

Now, I might have to say annyeong to SHINee le..
Awww,no more time left le..
Maybe post somewhere later in the week? Still haven watch Dream High, Laggy comp

Bone-tired

2011-03-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

I can't bear to let this blog die, so even for my last few minutes of sleep, I shall keep this blog alive!(:
Basically, today was uber tired. That doing homework till the early lights of morning is a killer.

I have never stayed up so late to do homework. Uhhhh, plus I'm down with sore throat.
I figured, I should get well soon. I mean, an MC cost a lot. No matter how tired, you should never take MC. *Cost= time, missing of school, lesson..etc*

Just finished touching up my English Project. Hopefully it comes out great. Roughly spent like 3 hours on it T.T. Though I still don't get my facts right.. :P
LOL! Today the worst thing is practically PE, plus my cough. It worsens my cough actually. Never felt this tired. I don't know, I find myself as an okay runner. But I've never cough so badly after running three rounds. Aishhhh, this little cough please go away. You're disturbing me

Chinggus, stay strong kays (: and not fall sick like me. Horrible.
I guess if you're blindfolded, you can't tell me apart from a guy based on my voicce! Blehh :PP

I can't think of much lahhh, rather tired. There's dance tomorrow! T.T
Hopefully he doesn't drained my energy. I still need some to survive.
Maybe getting SS tomorrow? But Wednesday will be the worst. Either all smiles or all tears.
Whatever, I wanna be surprised, just accept everything (:

I better sleep or tomorrow will die from exhaustion. (:

Sayonara ppl (: PS for the short short post X:

Smiling

2011-03-06T00:24:00.002+08:00

I can't do blogger, but hope these photos cheer you up (:

I still have some homework left, more of unwillingness to do :(
But since tomorrow.. I mean today is my sister's birthday, I gotta finish them (:
.. with a smile (:

Keke^^Just now was quite nice with my friends, it had been quite some time since we had some fun (: Chinggus, thank you for cheering me up, (whether if you know)

By the way, my dongsaeng (seronew), rocks (:
I absolutely love Beautiful.. played by her.
Dongsaeng, you're a very talented girl, Noona neomu envy:X. Don't say you're not talented kay(:
But Noona still saranghae (: Let's FIGHTING together :PP

I think even if I say I will not update the blog as often. I would find myself here.
I do not know why, it seemed like my space (:
Keke^^

That urge to go out is coming back, especially since march holidays is coming. She's right, after O's. As a treat to my birthday (:

Keke^^

Arrasso(Okay), Gotta finish everything before I sleep. Nights, sleep with a big smile (:

Saegilchulkahamnida~

2011-03-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

お誕生日おめでとうございます
생일 축하합니다
Feliz cumpleaños!
生日快乐
Happy Birthday
Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburstag
Selamat hari jadi
Grattis på födelsedagen

Keke^^ Dongsaeng-nim ahh, Unnie neomu chommai saranghae(:
나는 당신이 전방 당신의 생활 동안 강복될 것이라는 점을 바란다
Na nun dang sin yi jen dang sin ui saeng huar dung an kang buk duir kes yi ra nun jem ur ba ran da(:
(Ps, my romanisation is horrible :X)
Have a blessed birthday (:

Pss, wishing you in many languages^^

Maybe, you're the one

2011-03-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

I don't have much to update, since I'm pretty contented with Dream High (:

For once today, as a treat, I finished off two episodes.
The time took was a little heartbreaking, but I really enjoyed myself.
The best thing about being so slow is you do not have to wait one whole week before the next episode (: Nevertheless, I really like this drama. I really enjoyed it! (:

Anyway, for me, today is my last day of common test! *Screams*
Hahas, but homework is not really celebrating for me T.T
But, this week homeworks have a lot to do with online :PP
Hahas, whatevers ba. I'm just rather happy today.
Dream High always makes me happy (:

Today during ccd, there was some ecareer thingy.
I didn't shared all to the class actually.
I was wondering why. Some of my aspirations, I rather keep them to myself.
As my silent pusher, to push me forward.
But I'll share with you kayys?(:
I guess, you should know. I wanna be a composer.
I'm not great though.
But, since around 10 + , I had always dreamed to have my song sang by people all over the world. Loving K-music enhanced this dream. (:
Anyway, I also wanna be like those animal farmers?
Like those who raise animals, not for consuming of course.
But like for milk, cheese, yogurt, eggs..etc(:
Of course my farm will be filled with at least 2 dogs. One of them must be a Schnauzer and other.. maybe a Maltese or a shepherd? Oohh, Horses are a must too! They are a beauty(:
Uhhh, I also add those like doctors, physcologist, biologist..
One other thing I wanna share is I wanna be a translator and Interpretor.
I wanna be a multi-linguist(:
It's so cool just to think of it.
You know those spies show. Where those spies can speak many languages.
I can't fight..not flexible enough. But I wanna speak many languages.
It's just so cool. After my O's, most probably japanese and korean first(:
Maybe then, German, Spanish.. haha.. (:
Wait, I learned something from Wooyoung today.
Me too = Nadu (:
Eg. Neomu Chuwae( I like it), Nadu ( me too )
Keke (:

And, well, I'm not sure how firm I can stay. But for now, three is the number. No more, no less.
Chommai Gomawo Chinggus(I really thank you, my friends) for being there for me (:
JY! Love the quote you quoted from Taecyeon. Since W likes it, Taecyeon does speak great (:

Hahas, I'm not sure when will I able to smile as happy as today.

Dream High chommai daebak(is really awesome). Saranghae(I love it)

Uhhhhhh, well, tomorrow will be the first time, a little nervous..
Sunday will be the last day, a little sad. This week is ending off and starting off a little interestingly. Surprise me (:

Lastly, let me leave you guys a quote before leaving. I'm kind of obsessed with quotes. I find it really awesome. Such a small sentence can bring so much light to the dark (:
Believe in Yourself.
That's what I learned today(:
No one, but yourself (:

Sayonara! Annyeong! Adios (:

*Ughhh, dance tomorrow. He better not get angry, if not my whole day would be ruined*

* Maybe, you're the one~ *

Indecisive.

2011-03-03T19:40:00.002+08:00

Awww, I hate being indecisive:X

I'm just taking a break after being deep in thoughts.
I guess, everyone, or at least almost everyone might not be able to sleep tonight.
Look, we spent one entire year striving to get to this class.
Studied 1 and half year and give up.
I can't accept that myself.
Yet, it would be great to even for just a night, knowing you can sleep early
Knowing you can finally sleep peacefully, having sweet dreams, waking up before your alarms shake your whole world, rubbing your eyes in reluctance to wake up.
I don't know about my future.
Still, after talking to Omma, I think I know what I want.
I did the biggest mistake with music, and I'm NEVER gonna do it again.

Today, we did 3 rounds of running in the field.
I had some thoughts as well.
First time when you're starting out, you'll have great speed.
Full of confidence. Gradually, your speed would decrease.
Then, you'll find it hard to continue. The soreness and tireness is overwhelming you.
But when you see the finishing line, when you strive all the way through.
You hear the timing you have clear it under.

You can't help but even squeezing an extra ounce of energy to just smile.
I hope, no. I'm not gonna let tiredness overwhelm me.
Although, its easy to say now, but I'll do my best to adhere to it (:
Dream High(:

Speaking of Dream High, peeps, watched the last episode? I didn't, but I saw the review. I'm still stuck at 6, but I like this to be my reward at times. I find it more inspiring that WGM :P (Mianhae YongSeo X:) Like the drama's name Dream High. This small little phrase holds great confidence among my chinggus, or at least for me.
I used to scribble my scrapbook with hangeul. Now, only one small corner for awesome IU, not even onew. I guess, I need more inspirational words than those names (:
Hahas, living with " Life ahead, I Dream. Right Now, I believe" and " Live everyday like there's no tomorrow".

Listen to this peeps when you are down, it works for me.
Thanks to JY! (:
Ohh, Suzy sang this in Dream High, her prounciation wasn't really accurate but really proud of Unnie (: I'm not sure who the "You" is referred to here. But I believe whatever you cannot achieve, that can be replaced by the "You" (:

*Will learn this song hopefully if I can :X
Have tons of scores in my comp yet to be played, let alone tried :XX
But Piano version sounds nice right :O *

Okay, for biology tomorrow. I'm gonna pretend I heard nothing, kays (:
Ohhhh, by the way. I've watched a show(during eng class) : An Inconvient Truth
Really nice. Full ratings. Every single living human of all ages should watch. Our Earth, Our Home, Our Problem .

Uhh, I should be off now. Wait, one last thing. Peeps, never give a fake smile okay! I read in "Mind your Body" a fake smile can harm your body even more negatively than when you are feeling negative. Don't lie to yourself. Smile, it takes lesser muscles(:
For pretty girls out there, it's makes you more pretty! Keke ^^
Guys, that flash of smile brings much confidence in you.
In conclusion, smile because you are really smiling. Don't fake it (:

I guess that's about it (:

Neomu Chuwaeyo Only Hope (:
Saranghae peeps (:
Annyeong!(:

Maybe.

2011-02-26T10:37:00.003+08:00

Maybe the last post before next week, or even after next week.
Next week = Big Week.
Just practiced my piano, and got fed up with myself.
I really wish things were much simpler.
I mean, yeahhh, I've done it long
But I'm not good.

The reality kind of hurts.
Plus, it'll be our last year with her.
Even colder reality is tomorrow will be our last lesson with her * gulps*
I never remember a year without seeing her every week.
It's well, kind of a habit.
I can't get rid of that habit that fast.
I know, both of us, or at least me, have disappointed her in some ways.
She's still so patient with us and all.
I really wanted to please you with my Grade 6 score.
But, if I can't don't be angry.
I really would and could if I can practice as much.
I never knew this year's life is like that.

Look peeps, once April is gone, these busy days is almost over.
SYF would have settled, my piano results would be back. Most of syllabus would have finished.
I don't know, that deejavuu feeling of Primary 6 comes back.

Just yesterday I think, I realised I missed her.
I don't know, primary school life, she's the one who brightens it all.
I started having flashbacks to when we received our results, I cried, we separated, my life without her, my life with new friends, new teachers.
Just like when in Primary school, I started recalling since Primary 1, digging out all my memories till Primary 5.
But, I'm not gonna make the same mistake.
Please wait for me.

Look, I don't know about my life ahead, but I figured I have to stock up on my midnight oils.
I can't take a risk. Everytime, writing a composition, I almost cried.
What if I score such marks in O's
My scores now are like stock prices. I don't know.
It's pretty weird. I mean, I really understand. I listened..

Whatevers.

Nevertheless, Next week will be tiring.
Life ahead, I dream, Right now, I Believe

I believe in Happy Endings right?

Uhhhh, She's gonna be back.
Well, I hope for the best for all of us.
Chinggus, let's just hold in.
We may dislike that Sensei, but we can do it kayys (:
Though I don't like her, but I need her.

Short relish

2011-02-24T19:43:00.002+08:00

Uhhh, nothing is really new. As exams approaches closer more work.. Simple rule.
Nevertheless, I'm stuck with Temptation. I had a fantastic plot in my head which is ready to be written. But alas, my cher decline it T.T

Whatever people (:
I

'm really bone tired. Like seriously.. Practically gave up on bio homework T.T Though I just left with active transport. Ohhh, and she gave us an.. wait.. 2 awesome weekend homework.
Awww, she's so sweet! Nevertheless, I'll treasure it. Really, chewing slowly now, treasuring every bit

I think my eye bags are thicker and darker. Seriously.

I wanna change my tuition but I really don't wanna leave her alone. For the best of me, I had to make this decision. Nevertheless, I trust him. I won't flunk this subject. Though I didn't like him, due to first impressions. I'm improving I believe.
I really didn't buy his lenient excuse. If I do ever get such marks in JC then, well, that's another story. Now is different. 1st time and you're so lenient. Look, I'm not a paranoid parent yet, .. I don't know. Anyway, I don't feel I'm improving.

But, this seems like the last straw or bonding time for us. I've never seen her so happy.
Must be school blues. Trust me, its contagious.
Aishhhh, why is a 16- year old girl required to experience such pressure. Did you study Pressure?
Pressure = Force/ Area.
To much force with little area will lead to High Pressure.
One big consolation is I won't fail my Physics.
Ha. All of us now are seriously jealous if any of us finishes any homework. LOL! She came in today and said our class is the ONLY class with highest no. of Opt out! LOL!!! ROFL! Omigosh, I guess I can picture the scene in the office.. " What?! Another opt out? That makes.. _____"
Hints to teachers, we can only increase area to lower pressure. The only plus point we get is improved speed in handwriting. For every single time, not that I love flunking SS but I didn't have enough time. It's different from Typing. Trust me .

That's probably about it. Anyway, what I love is everyone is congratulating each other, Encouraging each other. Peeps, it's almost end of Feb. Only about 8 months of suffering left..
I can't wait for it either. It has been long. I had never felt as tired as yesterday. Like all my body cells had died. Seriously.

Whatever.
Gonna start on my Temptation. What should I write.. ? Temptation on how much I'm tempted to watch Dream High? LOL! (:

Smile more peeps (:

Annyeong (:

Positive:)

2011-02-18T17:44:00.002+08:00

Just re-read something sent to me a few days ago and realised I have not been who I am.
I am not gonna let this year ruin me.
I am gonna be positive.
God, please let me be with you

For starters, Homeworks, I Love You. Sarang Sarang hae (:

For those times with you, I am gonna retain your energy to be used for the year. I will never ever cry and turn towards negative for a shoulder to lean on. I'm not sure of the end-results, but I will do my best this year. I have made up my mind, I will not watch them. Since I made a vow, I should keep my words and adhere to it. Life is Life. We can always choose to accept what life gives us. For starters, life has given great friends and fantastic family for me to always know that I'm loved.
Today, although it rained, but my mood is not dampened, because I know there will be a bright tomorrow(:

Flyday (:

2011-02-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

Oooh, I love fridays the best (:
Finished off Maths in school.. Well, just finished my Chemistry..

I guess, I have to play with speed to be able to sleep early.
Everyone expects quality.. I don't know.. Even though I have lesser homeworks, I'm really really.. well, not sure how to say.. just tired? I don't know, when I saw my marks today, instead of being happy, disappointment spreads across my heart. Yeahhh, I scored quite well, only 8 marks to full marks, but it's not enough. I need it to be better.. I don't know, too much expectation.

Just learned that she watches all the episodes already, she still can score so well. Dumb me only watch 2 episodes and is terrible. I don't know. Just cannot understand why things does not work out. Time is like pushing me forward, I can't see everything clearly.
Ha, Pressure = force x Area.. Whatevers.

I don't know, I really need to Dream High (:
Peeps, check out Supa Luv they have not disappoint me a bit. Though this was quite a while, but still rocking song (: I think I might learn to dance it :PPPP
Don't worry peeps, I totally lost touch with everything except for SHINee, I thought this song was sang by Big Bang :0 I'm great right, teentop fans don't scold me. Watashi long time no hear :X

Nevertheless, Piano Practical is around the corner, .. doubting ..
Shouldnt be a prob unless I got nervous :X
I don't know, everything is all mushed up in my head.. T.T

Chinggus, please understand when I need cheering up. Please understand when I'm taking my medicine. It may be noisy, it's for me. I need it. I'm really grateful I found it last year, it may distract me, but at least it makes me better. Chinggus, gomawoyo for being there for me. For the road down ahead, please make everyday a free hug day. I need it.

I can't understand how can she do it.

Trust me, I have yet to shed a tear, cause I'll never let that happen, but when it happens, it's really too much, but for you, I'm gonna do it all.

Peeps, if you don't understand, is okay.. cause I'm just crapping here.
Trust me, everything is messy, understandable if you cannot understand (:

Lastly, I feel kinda of happy able to touch this computer today. I feel alive again:PPP
Nahhh, I was still surviving, but I don't allow myself to sleep early. I still feel sleeping is really a waste of time though is necessary. Imagine 8 hours, how many things can you do in 8 hours.
I don't know... Omma is coming home (:

Uhhh, I need a hug right now X:

Sayonara people (:
Maybe see you guys in a fortenight? LOL? My common test is coming :0

*Remember, I'm doing this for you. *

Valentine's Day where Love is in the air :o

2011-02-14T15:19:00.003+08:00

I sealed those letters of love, hoping they will bring us together till the future.

To my beloveds, when you receive this small letter, do not be bias and judge it by the size. These letters means more than the words. As we end off together this year, I hope the following years after next year will always be a great year for you. You will excel and succeed in everything.
I had really enjoyed these four years with all of you, and I hope the best for all of you. Valentine's day is always special with you around (:
Chinggus, Amigos, Pals, Love you (:

Can you believe? I wrote this only on Valentine's day :0
I wouldn't have do it if it wasn't for the fact that this year is the last year.
Nevertheless, thankyou for the chocolates and "rose" ^^
Kamsahamnida! Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu! Gracias !

Not gonna spoil Valentine's with a long post

But nevertheless, I had quite enjoyed myself
Still kind of tired :X
Sayonara (:

I no longer feel alone, because I have you

For Once

2011-02-12T16:40:00.002+08:00

Wow, this blog is almost dead O.0
I can't help it either T.T
Nevertheless, one of the most happy thing is my homework now.
Of all the tedious homework of maths, now only left with Amaths (:
Keke^^

This week is really a tough week. I'm sure my chinggus understand
Stay strong, I never see myself as someone strong.
But I always hope that I can be a great supporter, advicer and gives the best encouragement
I never like the feeling of being left behind, and I don't like my chinggus to experience it either
But this week, its really tough.
We were challenged with the reality
I really cannot imagine the future
Everything is just like stock price
I just hope that it can go back into the past
Where everything feels so promising

Amazingly, with barely sufficient sleep
I am still alive! No sacarsm, seriously.
Plus, I'm quite awake right now.
Though, hints of tiredness are groaning at every inch of my body
I still have no choice either.
I believe I have more or less accept it already.
Just a matter of how I do it now.
I don't know, like I said, everything is filled with uncertainity.
Now with SYF and my Piano Practical rushing me
I have to squeeze out ounces of time to practice in both.
I definitely do not want to flunk my practical.
I do not want to be beaten by homework.
Aigooo, such determination is rather rare in me.
With such determination, it makes me tired often.
I often wonder if such determination will ever be paid off
Nevertheless, here's a message to all of my chinggus out there

Though I'm not going as strong as the past, still we must do well together.
Let's fufill that fantasy of ours, make the impossible possible.
Chinggus, we're all in this together
Let's all support each other

NEVER give up. Please, I didn't say anything is because I didn't know how to reply
It hurts me more than it hurts you know that you give up.
Cause, I believe the future.
Stay with me (:

Okay, last thing, I wanna learn Japanese.
Seriously, I think this trip has more than just an impact on me.
I don't know, it just brightens my day whenever more homework are added to my list.
It makes me fill with more hopes and, well, live more happier.
LOL! My friends all claim I do not need to learn Korean.
I am very supportive of learning more than one language.
Not in the sense of writing but more for communicating.
So, for Korean, I only can read, not write ..
But still, I wanna learn Japanese. It's easier ^^
Nevertheless, that will be after the O's
Hopefully, my two main languages will not fail me.
I don't know, all those promising subjects in the past are failing me.
They are all losing my trust.
I'm losing my cool soon :(
Nevertheless, it's already mid-February, WOW!
I can't imagine exams coming.
One of my most proud accomplishment is not tempted by computer though it's an inch away from me. Keke^^
Now, I really hope any fairy, or whatsoever creature that could fufill any wishes to give me more sleep. I feel eyebags thickening every day. My muscles feel weaker everyday X:
Nevertheless, I'm really excited for Hinano, she's in NZ

Glad she's having a great time (:
Oohhh, if Charmian is reading this, I'm dead, but still such things happening is pretty impossible.
I wanna ask Hinano to buy Hey! Say! Jump! stuff for me. Keke^^ Her birthday is coming, their albums hardly sell here :O
I don't know, I can't see any time for me to go out now either .
Since the whole week is filled with remedials.
Sunbaes(seniors)-ah, how did you survive?

LOL! Okay, better start on my homework and clear it once and for all (:

Thank you, for everything. Your presence was everything to me. Even for that mere hour, I think it had given me more motivation to push myself forward. This year will be a great year, because you made me believe in it. It will be a great year. Everything will be great. After all this, when the new year comes again, I'll be a better person, a stronger one.
My faith will never be lost. Cause I always believe in you (:

Cloudless Sky

2011-02-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

Beneath that cloudless sky holds my faith
Lost in that open space
Unknown of the direction heading to
Just being pull around with the wind
Being fooled with everything

Now, finally landing on the ground,
Everything seems so strange to me
I no longer recognise the past, present, future
As I look up to clouds
It seemed so hard to climb back up
It's so far away, so high up, so impossible
Without trying, I might lose myself forever
Hence, I can only believe in the impossible

Now, the Sun is scorching down at me

Almost laughing at my ignorance
Making me feel that its the wrong thing
I look around me, alone
When will I ever reach the top
When will I ever overcome every single step up
When will I regain my freedom
Now, almost half way there, I can't possibly climb all the way up
All I can do, is to just keep moving
Hold in the pain, the heat, the torture.
Cause, I fill my head with endless dreams of the future

Those with gorgeous rainbows and sweet rain that pelt down your skin
That, kept me moving.
I'm gonna swallow everything for that beautiful future
Be with me.

Tired

2011-02-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

Blehhhhhh! I wanna sleep but still have homework~!
LOL! Just heard a duet of the Water is Wide. I love that song (:
Keke^^ New Year although tiring is nice to see them once in a year :PP
Nevertheless, I hope peeps are happy with this New Year.
I guess the Year of Rabbit makes it more special (:

Anyway, I'm like really tired and getting really random :PP
Keke! Still I'm thinking, I should really survive this coming monday without it.
Be with me yeah (:
I have tons of drama to chase after my O's
Aishhh, I wanna sleep la! Keke! ^^
Is the picture cute :P
Didn't play with many dogs this year, since its the year of rabbit! Keke^^
Okay, Once again, Happy New Year (:
Sayonara (:

Learn more jap(:
For surprised "REALLY?!" is Kara. Surprisingly, KARA (K-girl group) is .. really? LOL!
Uhhhhhhh, I forgot the rest. Gomen Nasai Miko-Chan.:(
I wanna learn after my O's.
Maybe French, Spanish? Or even Jap. Korean, I can't beat la. But will still be in my list. Right now, I only can read, not understand or write! Keke^^
Jap is better, but can't write or read.. LOL!
Okays, Enjoy a better tomorrow (:

Once again, Sayonara, Annyeong, Adios (:

Happy Chinese New Year!

2011-02-03T07:29:00.002+08:00

幸福像兔耳一样长，烦恼像兔尾一样短，金钱像兔毛一样多，日子像兔眼一样红。
Direct Translation: I hope that : Your blessings last as long as the rabbits ear. Your troubles is as short as the rabbits tail. Your wealth is as much as the rabbit's fur. Your days is as red as the rabbits eye. (In Chinese, Red-红 Has a prosperity meaning. )

Keke! ^^
People out there, even if you're not a Chinese, I wish you Happy Lunar New Year! (:
Let's all do well in the year of rabbit! (:

Happy New Year (:

I miss you!

2011-01-31T20:56:00.002+08:00

Awww, Charmian should know. Today, probably because of the cold, everything reminds me of Japan. Seriously, that horrible moment that time, where I didn't have any leg warmers. But that selfish wind pierce through my leg. I had to wait for the bus. All I can do to keep warm is to tuck my arms close to me. Now, in school, it felt almost the same like that time. It's really a good memory. I'm really really happy that I was given such a chance. Right now, it can only be what I call fairytale. One of the things that has happened miraculously to me.
Aishiteru Japan (:

How should I describe, I don't know. I'm really too tired to even complain right now. I realised I'm more quiet than ever. Even right now, my eye is stinging from being overused. Lately, I am practically counting down. Waking up even before the sun says good morning. I'm accepting the fact. Right now, filling my mind with Japan fantasies, being totally immerse in beautiful music. Anyway, i barely have time to practice my piano. Let alone time to sleep. I'm just gonna pray hard that I'm alive at the end of the year. I think my dark circles are getting.. darker.. ? LOL!
Anyway, life is better today because I thought of Japan. And Maths cher wasn't teaching.
Anyway, life great today with seeing the class spirit. We bake Pineapple tarts. We're quite awesome if I do say so myself (:
Since most of us are novince.

CNY is coming! How's your spring cleaning going on? I'm so sorry to my family, cause busy with school work, barely had time to help out! Mianhae :X
Still my clothes are pretty nice this time! Keke^^
So happy with this year's shopping (:
Finally got the shoe I want, the pants I want, the clothes I want.
Aww, Gomawoyo Omma and Appa (:

Okay, better go off soon!
Charity Bazzar will be a blast (:

* Mdm Ham, it's really sad today. I'm sure you know I was holding back my tears. Though I didn't have such a close relationship with you like Ms Ma, but still, you're really someone to me. I'm really thankful able to meet such a great teacher like you. Do take care in the future. Although I had experience many partings, it still hurts. May your future be bright. And, I really hope you can see us in SYF. It'll be a big thing for us! Thank you so much! Lastly, Goodbye (: Hope to see you in the future (: *

Deadbeat

2011-01-26T17:18:00.002+08:00

"Can you feel my heartbeat.."
Uhhh, not really. It's getting softer everytime.
Seriously, I'm really tired.
Uhhhhhh, also, unknowingly I'm "on diet"
Still I might grew fatter with CNY goodies! ^^
LOL! Saw our costume for SYF. Uhhhh, don't like it X:
Ohhh, bigggest thing today, for once, no maths homework.
But I was almost killed today.
TOTALLY forgot there was biology.
Mental note doesn't works for me :X

Okay, Charity Bazzar is getting all of us busy. Still the excitement is really there (:
I'm really looking forward to it. It just seems my batch, everything we should have is affected.
Everything doesn't happens or postphone. The last possible Class effort is here. Since its our last year, it's a big thing for us. 4Respect! We're gonna do it well okay! Let's really do our best this time and show others what we've got. Shy dudes and dudette, smile brightly and let's do this well. It's your last year. Make it memorable. (:

Okay, I don't have much updates. Just I've watch Dream High, taking so much risk. I don't know, I had to watch. Seriously, I didn't regret (:
Suzy unnie is a rookie, I think she can act better.
Nevertheless, Hottest, Say A, (T-ara's fans don't know ><) , (IU fans too) GO AND SEE YOUR FAVOURITE STAR's ACTING! It's a really daebak show (:

Lastly, share my horoscope(: ( From Teenage)

School: No one can accuse you of not being serious about your studies, but are you studying smart? Seek help from the brightest brains in your class. This way you can cover more grounds.
Skip the rest, my lucky colour is purple (: (WHEEEE)
And month is May. Well, I don't know much! (: But May is SHINee's debut month (:

Keke! (:
Have to go le (:
But uhhhh, Stay healthy okay, cause many people are getting sick 0w0! So stay healthy okay (:
CNY is coming! Rabbit year is coming (: Keke^^
Annyeong people (:

*Hmmm, Jap Lucifer? So cool (:

Thank you.

2011-01-21T17:01:00.001+08:00

Thank you.
Gomawoyo.
Arigatou Gozaimasu.
Gracias.
Terima Kesih.
Xie Xie.

My Best Friend

2011-01-21T16:21:00.003+08:00

Friends are definitely one of the greatest gifts we have in our life.
We have to admit, we're nothing without our friends.

They are just like pillows. Though they don't say anything, they know just the way to comfort you.
They are just like chocolates. Though a little bitter at times, but they are in fact sweet to you.
They didn't want you to suffer the bitter all by yourself.
They are like rainbows, having different colours everyday to match you.
They are just like music. They just fill your heart up when you're empty. Creating another world for you to just temporarily cool down.
They are just like marshmallows, simply sweet to you.
They are just like the best listener ever. They just listen to your problems. Even if you didn't get any advice back, them being with you made in hundred times better.
They are just like thousands of presents. Full of surprises. Sometimes a surprise hug, occasionally, helping you out.
They are just like boxes of tissues, feeling the sadness with you, and share your tears.

They are just like your motivation, they pushes you, but not too hard.
They are just like your phone, always there for you.
They are just like your best friend.
Both of you (or more) are just like chopsticks, one must be with the other.
Both of you are just like two hands, to clap.
Both of you are just like twins, knowing each other the best.
Both of you creates the best memories only both of you would love
Both of you can create the best melody even though you don't play music
Both of you can create the best dance even if you're not a dancer
Both of you can bring showers during summer, bring snow during winters.
You know that she will always be there at the other line of the phone.
You know that she will always have a packet of tissue handy for you
You know that she will not let you walk alone
You know that she will always push you up when you're falling back
You know that she will never not share the best joke with you, the best gossip
You know that she will never hurt you
You know that she will never betray you
You know that she will never backstab you
You know that, she. will, always be with you.
Because both of you are the best friends. Even if no such language exist in the world, both of you would find a way to understand that language and make it yours. Both of you can create wonders. Both of you just bring laughters around you. Both of you are a team. Both of you are the bestest friends.
Both of you love each other (:

One day, you'll understand you'll feel regretful, terribly remoseful if this were to end. It would be just as if you're dead. It's just as if your heart dies. It's just as if you lost everything. Because your twin is gone. There will never be another one able to understand you just as much as her.

Chinggu, Amigos, my best friend, I love you (:

A tinge of regret but ovewhelmed feeling

2011-01-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

I have to admit. I felt a mixture of feelings when I saw her name. I felt great! She kept her promise. Although it took long enough, she still did it. However, it made me feel kinda bad. My changchun buddy, I had barely kept in touch with her. I'm not sure if now would be a horrible time.Cause, I didn't want to create another account which I'm not familiar with. Plus my computer did not have Chinese language function. All these excuses just pushes the time forward. Though, I'm really elated Hinano still made the effort.
Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu Hinano-Chan. Aishiteru! hehe^^

Seriously, I swear my Japanese is deproving everyday, Korean words are getting better O:
LOL! Still, I'm really thankful that my buddy are so great. Though Miyuki seems busy lately.
I do hope her exams are okay (:

School's kinda great, I don't like her attitude. I guess today wasn't my day. Even my horoscope says it. Still today felt better with lesser homework. I can't believe there is actually a day I can use my computer. The dust collected on the computer was overwhelming. Trust me. Nevertheless, today was much better, seeing I could actually get in touch. Otherwise, Hinano might be feeling weird why I barely did accept her! Keke^^ That's probably the best part of today.

Uhhhhh, Charity Bazzar stuff is WOW! They should have done it like last year ! T.T
Hopefully it'll be great! (:
Ohhhhh, plus, totally, all of us felt like superstars. Every teachers is trying to grab a date and time from our Managers. Yes yes, I know we're busy, please be understanding. Cause everyone only has 24 hours in a day, 365 days. I can't possibly give out a lot of time to each of you. It may be short for you. But for every single teacher when added up. It's a lot. Please be understanding. Don't blame my manager. ;)

Uhhh, I wanna end off my day happily with WGM! Keke^^
I'm hoping that all episodes won't be canceled out. I'm pretty worried. Cause i plan to watch Sungkyukan Scandal and Dream High after my O's . It's a long time. But it's for JoongKi and, well, the stars at Dream High is a lot. So.. Keke^^

Okkay, Adios People!
Oohhh, my english cher, said spanish. LIKe Omg(thinks usher's omg). He said Adios Amigos(Bye Friend). Hehe! I'll say Annyeonghaesaeyo Chinggus (:
At the end of lesson, we should all greet in Spanish, though I'm not sure what is teacher in spanish. But nevertheless, Gracias! (:

*Today was a fairytale, as.. I hoped*

If you would just take my hand and fly
I promise you that I'll never cry
Cause all I want is to be with you
That will be my Dream come true
I want you to hold me, and say I love you.

A tea break once in a while

2011-01-17T21:46:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm really sorry for all that negativeness previously.
I just needed a break(:

It sounds so nice to have Try Again, Smile Again playing at the background (:
Now is My Best Friend. Keke^^
I'm gonna keep it short cause I need to head to school to do homework.

I figured school or otherwise classroom is the only place where my concentration will be kept.
Maybe, I'm gonna look at this whole thing differently.
Since my seniors have survived, what's so hard for me.

*Breathes hard* This will be harder than i thought, but maybe i'll not watch Dream High.
Awwww, it'll be so hard
WGM, I'll try to hold on as much.

Praying damn hard that MBC won't take copyrights so soon! *fingers crossed*
Today will be a great day , .. right?
I don't know, I can see/feel chers' hardwork though.
Okay, keep it short okay(:

Here's the lyrics of what YongHwa had wrote. There is a little sentence structure. But he's really talented. This is a song(first song) of their current album " RE-MAINTENCE". All three songs are written by YongHwa and JongHyun. With one song " Kimono" with Japanese lyrics.
They are really talented right! (:
Keke~^^ Hope this brightens your day up like it did for me (:
Try Again, Smile Again(:
Yo, I never lose myself... everyday
I can get pressure smile
I'm gotta try again and back again
I'll try it all night
Let's go

More, bigger halls and alums
Don't lose my first intention

I never lose myself everyday
More, bigger home
and bling-blings we got more concentration
I never lose myself everyday
I can get pressures at times
But I am strong and I try to sing all night

I don't like same songs
and I don't like same sounds
I just love to try all night
I'm gonna try again, try again,
back again try it all night
I never give up forever
Try again, try again, back again
Time to try
I want to try to show all night

More, bigger car and concert
Don't lose first my big passion
I never lose myself everyday

More bigger world and listeners
We do more gig in many nation

I never lose myself everyday
I can get pressures at times
but I am strong and I try to sing all night

I don't like same songs
and I don't like same sounds
I just love to try all night

I'm gonna try again, try again,
back again try it all night
I never give up forever
Try again, try again, back again
Time to try
I want to try to show all night

Try it all night, all night...

I'm gonna smile again, smile again,
back again smile all night
I'll never cry, forever
Smile again, smile again, back again
Time to smile I want to try to smile all night

Try again, try again, back again
Try it all night, I'll never give up forever
Try again, try again, back again
Time to try, I want try to show all night.

ohhh~ dudurududu durudurududu~

Upset

2011-01-13T18:22:00.002+08:00

Totally upset, though it doesn't affect me like seriously. But it really really troubles me.
It's really not my fault. I didn't knew it would happen this way. Stop blaming me. Fine, I'll say is my fault. You happy now? I wasn't happy at all to hear that. It was much nicer to hear like how I heard the day before. Nevertheless I'm sorry, stop asking me to apologise.

School is horrendous.
Uhhhhhhhhh, finally found time to today to surf.
Then, a windows update pop up, it wanted to restart.
So now, rushing all my fingers to type out:X
Keke, oppas have no girlfriends :PPPP
Anio, Oppas if have no girlfriends, dongsaeng worry :PPP LOL! Uhhhhh, tomorrow will be another tiring day. Saturday will have dance. Still have charity bazzar to worry about. Can't even celebrate CNY properly. Tests will rush up after CNY. Aishhhhh, I'm tired. I try to hit min. 7 which is what I read, as recommended timing. I still feel so restless. Yesterday was worse, felt like a ghost. Drifting around, hardly knew what happened. Ahhhh, at least I finished my homework.
Still, can't quite surf as much as I wanted to.
I really want that song, still deciding if I should do it. I had already made that promise.
Uhhhh, chinggus ahh, moi is really tired and frustrated nowadays, forgive my bad temper, arrasso?
X:
Okay, I guess I should end off.
Uhhhhhhh, when will the O's pass and bring me back my life. (plus sleep ^^)
LOL! Okay, annyeong! Sayonara!

*I wish time would just stop at times I want them to and move faster at times I want them too. It would be so much easier. But then again, it wouldn't be called life*

I wanna be like other girls

2011-01-08T22:17:00.003+08:00

I wanna be like other girls
Climb on the trees like other girls can

Just to be free like other girls, Get to be~

Memories..

I'm unusal, not so typical
Way to smart to be waiting around
Taichi practices, snowboard champion
I can fix the flat on your car~

Confidence..

And I stared at the phone

He still hasn't called

And then you feel so low that you can't feel nothing at all
When you flashback and he said Forever and Always

Disappointed..

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everyone believed in you?

Regretful..

I miss you I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear, every once in a while
And even though its different now

You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
But i need you to know

Flashbacks..

Sayonara~
당신은 안녕! 나의 가장 친한 친구가 말할 때 떠나 감히 어떻게 같이있어 줘요

Hello~

2011-01-08T13:28:00.002+08:00

Quick update before heading to the lib. I need to chiong all homework.
Life is finally like life with computer! Keke~ I'm all in smiles now~

Aishhh, just now was orientation. Last year to dragg sec 1! Good times always fly T.T
Okie, better go soon~
Sayonara. Here's a bonus for k-fans: (:
How Dare You Go Away when My Best Friend said Hello(:

Keke! Cool right.
How Dare You : Sistar
Go Away: 2NEI
My Best Friend: SNSD
Hello: SHINee

Okays, people, cheer me up when the week starts. More tests and homeworks come flushing in, I know you guys will cheer me up!
Ohhhh, Dongsaeng gave me a name: Sheronew Minkey Jaeoong Lee (:
Keke! Really crazy and typing fast.
It should be a more than enough post to end this week!
Yongseo couple saranghae!
SHINee, big duh! (: Saranghae (:

I guess

2011-01-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

... (SCREAMS)
Anio, why this year? I'm not trying to be selfish, but I'm a shawol. I wanna support too (totally not for SM sake but oppas sake) Everyone's spreading is making me nervous. I really wanna go especially if its a concert. Pictures and fancams were daebak for their recent concert. If the tickets were balloted, I'm so gonna scream?! What kind of idea is this. Isn't SM rich enough to hold more than one concert? Though, please give oppas good rest. Maybe 3 concerts for 3 consecutive days? Or find a bigger place that can fit half of Singapore's population. Keke(: Uhhh, next year will be your 5th year. Will your contract expire? I hope they beg you! Keke^^ Nevertheless, Oppas please have a successful debut in Japan (:

I'm sure you have already made an awesome impression with your fluent Japanese, wonderful dance moves and angelic voices (:
Oppas FIGHTING! (:
Dongsaeng shawol saranghae!(:

Uhhh, school is officially..well, not going as well as I expected. I don't need to be reminded. Yeah, 8 times already? Aigooo, I really miss fun. I guess I bore everyone with my glum and straight face now. I can't hear me laughing. Oh Anio, I'm almost gone. That's why I'm surfing the net. Now, its seems like punishing me. It doesn't allow me to hear. It's definitely not on mute. Aigoo..
I wanna go to the beach again. A clean one. I need the sea. Maybe a swim can be a good substitute? See, I'm getting all weird again. :X
Aishhh, I'm not gonna complain here yeah?
But my Lee fam are really daebak. Thank you for cheering me up yesterday and today(:
I need it (:
Especially Taeminnie and JY!
Chommai Kamsahamnida(Thank you really much)
Year of Rabbit will be a bright year right?
Keke! It will be (:
I hope we'll do well for SYF. I don't wanna lose that award because of me, clumsy meT.T
I hope that we can do well together (:
Peeps out there. It's just a re-test. You'll do well kays! (:
I totally cheer for you guys! (: FIGHTING! GAMBATE! JIAYOU! Keke^^

Uhhh, I better end off ba, getting tired, it's getting late.
Stay with me ppl !(:

Annyeong~! (:

I miss you. Did school scared you away?

1st Day of School

2011-01-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

Keke! Enjoyed hearing me as Sec 4! Wow, time really flies. I bet this year will be over pretty soon.

Soon, I'll miss this school. Like what I told my sis, although I bore her with my complains, but I have to say, I Love/Sarang/Aishi this school! (: Keke!
Okay, 1st day of school is really tiring. I didn't sleep well actually. Planned to give myself a 9hours beauty sleep, I couldn't sleep and survive the night with 5 hours being asleep. Aishhh, Had a total bad mood whole day. But, keke^^ Lee family cheered my mood up! Especially Lee Taeminnie, and Lee Jin Ki! (: Taeminnie gave me a super cute bear, though it didn't had a nice place to settle down today. It smelled dust bunnies on the ground :X
JinKi and I came up with our new names!
keke! She's Seronew and Sheronew! LOL!
My dongsaengs are so cute! (:

Uhhhh, seating arrangement, I'm infront. Quite okay with that, but I'm just infront of teacher's table. Uhhh, okay. So far, still okay. We'll have a charity bazzar soon. Kinda like very annoying. I mean, with less than a month to prepare. Have to sketch up a proposal..etch. Thanks to the unforeseen circumstances, we had already prepared stuff, but it was cancel or postphone in a nicer word. Aishhhh, okay, hope for the best yeah? Uhhh, this sat, we'll drag Sec 1 to join CD. WOW! I'm like sec 4, can't believe. Even 16 seems so stranger to me. I mean, I just turn 15! Keke!
Kayy, I'm kinda tired le, better finish up my things and sleep better tonight.
Ohhhh, btw, Dance was horrible.
I was too tired, I kept forgetting my steps. Thankfully, he gave me more time to run. Nevertheless, after running, I was already tired. I still forgot everything. Daebak.
Anyway, just need to tahan 4 more months! (:

Uhhhh, I don't see this blog active but still stay happy always yeah? I think everyone's mood is much happier after seeing each another! (:

Holiday was boring us too much! Homeworks were getting in the way.. :PPP

Arrasso, better end soon!
Annyeong! (:

Obssesion

2011-01-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Uhhhh, finally able to touch the computer. I somehow felt more alive!
I don't wanna be one stuck at home all the time right?

I guess, my new resolution is be healthier! (:
Maybe a couple of exercises occasionally? I already missed my chance to skip rope!
Keke!^^ Let's not get stuck with unhealthy fats in our vessels, yeah?
It can't be removed :O
Peeps, stay healthy~!
I actually wanted to just stay for an hour, I just can't stop surfing! :X
Keke!^^ Must learn to control! :PP

Anyway, I spent today more on English.
Kinda unintended but I don't like to leave things undone.
This year, we're a little late, but the mood to pack is really here.
Though I'm stuck between many things to do. Keke^^
Uhhhh, only left some homework. Which are pretty negotiable! :PPP

Uhhhh, its already the second day of 2011.
Wow! Only 363 more days to a whole new year again.
Keke~^^ Don't repeat history this year.
Don't fret over unnecessary stuff.

Do better this year, not for anyone but yourself.
I need these yeah! :PP

Uhhh, School will be opening soon.
Totally dreading, not cause I really dread school.
But its just a feeling. The fact you have to travel to school, sometimes facing mountain high homework. Or surprise tests which actually doesn't surprise you, but the marks do. Aishhh, though I wanna see my friends! Keke! I saw a couple with new hairstyle. I think I'm cutting my hair soon. Though I love the length, its kind of unmanageable. It's really dry, plus just tying my hair takes a long time. Aigooo, maybe going for a short bob? Keke!^^ Wonder how it will turn out. Anio(No), maybe just a little more than a trim! :PPP

Ohhhh, CNY is coming! Keke! Can wear new clothes, see relatives(esp excited for those with dogs! ), the festive feeling is really there. Christmas didn't feel much. It was kind of hilarious there are stores which play CNY songs? I mean, Christmas have yet to come and you're so excited for CNY? LOL! But still CNY is coming. Wow! I'm sure very soon, one month will fly by. Really quickly! Aishhh, maybe after turning 15, when time flies too fast, you're realised you're really older every second! I'm really old. Lost to my brother in a marathon. Keke!^^ He's always filled with energy. I hope his brand new start at a brand new school would be awesome.
My brother is finally growing up! (: Congrats Dongsaeng-nim! Do well in what ever you do! FIGHTING! (: Noona Saranghae! (:
For my sister, keke^^ she's starting at a new school too !(: Ahhh, memories fly back. Those exciting feeling to go to a new school, kind of nervous but more to excited! ^^ Keke, dongsaeng-nim, unnie wishes all the best for you. Believe me, Secondary life will rock you! (: It's really daebak!(: Though its tiring to handle so many subjects but you'll never regret your school life. Do well this year! (: Keke! There's always your unnie cheering for you! Unnie Saranghaeyo! (: FIGHTING! (:

For Omma and Appa, Keke!^^ Thank you so much for all your hardwork! (: Keke^^ I'll do my best not to let both of you worry. The rest shall be omitted as face-to-face brings more sincerity! Keke^^ I guess that pretty is it! (:

Aishh, was reading Umagazine, they are just so helpful.
DreamHigh section was so big!
Yeap, I know, it'll show tmr. It'll broadcast with eng subs at 24th.
Aigooo, I wanna watch! My beloved Suzy unnie had spent so much time in the show.
Let's not forget Taecyeonnie! :PP
Aishhh, SHINee held their concert yesterday, wait, today too.
Keke! Oppas FIGHTING yeah? I've watched a couple of fancams. All daebak! (:
Your very first concert! (: Happiest thing, at least SM wasn't stingy. Okay, some ways, kind of, but still I find your concert daebak! Oppas chommai FIGHTING! HWAITING! Having your concert on the very first two days of 2011 is really special. When I can finally be crazy over you, it would be your 4th year. I'm not sure how long is your contract, but please continue to soothe everyone with your beautiful music! (:
Dongsaeng-nim saranghaeyo! (:

Arrasso, it's getting late, I can almost countdown to 3rd day of 2011! ^^
Oyasumi Nasai! Good Night! (:
Always stay happy! (:

New Year Eve

2010-12-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

Wow, it seems almost shocking a year had past.
Whether you're ready or not, we're about to get on board to a new year.
Year 2011.
2010, being the year of the Tiger was rough. Everything was really fierce and.. well, like a tiger.
My mum says, Year of rabbit supposed to be more gentle.
So, I'm praying hard, Year 2011 will have lesser natural disasters.
Year 2010 maybe is a challenging year for some. For those having major exams, experiencing disasters, whether man-made or natural. You have done it. Throw all your miseries away and embrace a better 2011. Live to the fullest. Although it may be 365 days, but when you look back like now, it's really fast. I can't believe I'm taking my O's next year. It was just a few years back when I was thinking, Wow, if I take my O's I'm almost like an adult. 16 years! It sounds too amazing that I had already enjoyed 15 years of life. Now, within a few minutes, it'll be a brand new page for me to write on. To start my journey. This year, it had been extra " fun" with my craziness. I really had a fun time. Though I would not say I didn't learn anything.

Today, I saw DongWoon's twitter. He had a sentence which is still fresh in my head. Cause in Korea, manners are a really big thing. He was accused of not greeting T-ara, his seniors (sunbaes). So he wrote: “What was caught on camera was a situation in which I had already greeted my seniors [T-ara], and because they were in the middle of filming, I just slightly bowed my head to greet them. Please don’t hate me too much.” His fans were worried about such negative comments affecting him. He replied back with " “I believe there must always be a clarification for comments regarding manners and character. I think you guys know the reason. I don’t get hurt that easily, so don’t worry ^^“."
(more here)
Awww, Dongwoon is such a strong guy. I should really be like him. Though he is the maknae(youngest), he had displayed a strong image of him, totally BEAST! (:
Keke! I should also put that in my list. To be less sensitive in the year 2011. Kamsahamnida Oppa for reminding me! BEAST FIGHTING! Your performance just now was really daebak. But everything was laggy! T.T
So, in a way, this whole K-razy thing did not really made me that crazy. But I do wish I can go to SHINee's concert. It's pretty impossible.

Next.. (whooo, watching form channel U, BEAST performing! Keke! Soom! ) I really hope i can be more focus in 2011. I'm really distracted many times. Aishhh, I can stay awake for hours under the roof of Kpop, but under the roof of text, I just doze off. I need at least 5 different sweets to keep me awake. Occasional excercises to rush that extra dose of oxygen to keep me awake. Aigooo, I don't have a plan for my future. Really. Previously was JC(of course), now I'm fine with both. In fact, I can't make up my mind. Though I should aim for JC. You know what they say, aim for the stars, if you can't reach you'll still fall on the clouds. Support me kay? :DD
Keke!! I hope 2011 will be a better year. My Sweet 16 year. Wow, I really sounds .. old(?), no offence. I really feel weird? It's just like yesterday when I was still a kid fooling around.

Aishhh, I hope next year will also be a better year for my yeppo dongsaengs(pretty siblings). They are starting a new chapter. Both going to a new school, a change in their life! (:
WOW! I can hear the fireworks.. Keke! It's already 2011! (: Awwww, Must change my title..
Wow! The fireworks are magnificient.
Before I forget :
HAPPY 2011 EVERYBODY! WELCOME THE YEAR OF RABBIT. MAY THIS YEAR BE AN ENRICHING AND BLESSED YEAR.

Keke~! I think I should sleep soon! (;
Wow its 1st of Jan! X:
Going back to school soon! (:
Students out there, do well kayy!? You guys will definitely do very well! (:

Ahhhh, I can't think much, too fascinated with the fireworks as I type.
I have yet to list out my resolutions.
Uhhhhh, maybe write now? LOL!
I think tomorrow ba? I'm kind of tired. I have to say, the fireworks got my eyes glued to the TV!

It's already a brand new year peeps, leave all the sad memories, events, happenings behind. Look forward to a brand new year. Accept everything with a full heart and anticipate everyday! (:
HAPPY 2011! (:
SarangHae! (: Aishiteru! (: Love ya! (: Ai Ni Men !(:

That's Life

2010-12-30T10:21:00.002+08:00

(For K-Fans, or mainly shawols!) YESTERDAY'S GAYO DAEJUN was CHOMMAI DAEBAK! (:
I love every bit, though SBS goes for .. Jail? Sistar and Miss A were in a jail scene. SHINee was tied up. The rest, I just watch.. LOL! Didn't paid much attention :X
But the opening was totally DAEBAK! Omigosh, uber cute children dancing! (:
SHINee was really daebak. They are so cool! But.. at the.. MAMA? I can't remember, their performance was the best. Jjong was sitting down.. the one? Neverminds. Still LUCIFER is awesome! (: Oppas FIGHTING! I wanna hear you guys sing Jap! (:

Okay, yeap, I watched it. Didn't wanted to, cause.. I don't know, it starts late? I still manage to do some work though. Homework shall leave to the last ba, do with friends better. I seriously leave all those don't know to the last. I'm a really good girl! (: keke!
Later will have dance. *Dreads* Brightest side, last practice for 2010! (:
I don't have much to post le.
Share something I found recently!(:
Its still unfinished. But many of mine are also unfinished! Keke! Wrote this about, quite sometime? I think I was still in school? Cause pretty bored, it just perks into my mind. Haha, still not quite good yet! (:

I see the stars shining so brightly
For the first time in this night
I never realised I would fall in love again
I thought that was the end, but then again

I wanna thank you for everything, you made me smile, you made me laugh. I never thought I would ever have such chance to meet you, to know you, to love you.
I wanna thank you for filling up my sky.

They say you were brilliant
That awesome voice was vibrant
I couldn't praise it better
For you cheer me up when no one matter

You brighten up my everyday
Filling my sky with you

I thought life would no longer be blue
I can always look up to find you
...

Annyeong! (:
Sayonara! (:
Enjoy the 2nd last day before 2010! (:

Psst, gonna see dongsaeng! KYAAA!(:

Arigatou Gozaimashita

2010-12-29T12:37:00.002+08:00

Aigooo, just peep on the fancam, I'm really proud of them. They might hold a concert at our Sunny Island next year.. Awww, I confirm can't go :X
I really do wish I could go, unless they postphone it a year later?
Kyaa, they are finally debuting in Japan. Hinano-chan, Miyuki-chan, must love Oppas kays? They are really striving stars who do their best in everything. When they debut, you'll know why I love them so much. Hehe^^
Their Japanese had also improved. They really prepared hard for the concert. I'm sure their next concert will be equally daebak! Oppas, I'll support all of you quietly. Do well in promotions next year and your individual activities! Oppas, give me just one more year! (:

Oppas, Aishiteru! Gambate! (:

Ahhhh, the table supporting my homework pile is finally seeing light. Just some leftovers and I can call it done! :DD
Now, supposingly finishing up my SS notes, still left 3 more essays. I havent started on my other revision. But I hope to start my Maths soon! Was totally disappointed yesterday when I realised I have 2 summaries to write. Thought I can finally strike English off my list. My composition is also half finish. Ahhhh, Holidays coming to an end is really alarming. The reality is soon about to start.
Okay let's see, today is 29th. Only 3 more days to 2011. Only 7 more days to school opening. Only 364 more days to Chirstmas 2011. Hehe^^

This year's Christmas, to be frank, the Christmassy feeling only lasted in the morning. I'm so happy for every of them. I really put in a lot of effort in their gifts and hopefully it really brightens up their day. I think this year, I wrapped the most presents. So sorry for people whose presents I wrap the last or lately. I got a little tired to think of how to wrap 0w0

In a summary, this year was definitely more unique than others. I had experienced many things, things that I'm sure any other 15 year olds would not have experience. I had many challenges, wonderful memories, fun times, hard ship, tacky situations. I really feel blessed to be able to experience all these.

Ahhhh, I better get started on my notes soon!
Hehe^^ Finally sent it out. I really hope it still contain the original message I had in my head, cause it was almost 2 weeks ago. But I really do mean what I say !(:

I'm really feeling quite happy now! (: Hehe^^
Annyeong! (:

Chommai

2010-12-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh, I'm really tired. Khuntoria WGM is totally daebak! ^^
Hehe^^ Jo Khun! :PPP

Ahhhh, Esther is coming home! Wheeee~
Oppa come home safely yeah! (: Haha! (:
Totally missed you! Not to mention missing all the shows. Anyway, I have to get used to it soon. I don't see me able to watch all the shows next year. But I really miss K-chatting with Oppa !^^
Can't wait to see you soon! ^^

Just created a Lee family! ^^
LeeHongKi(appa), LeeKiKwang(Oppa), LeeJaeJin/LeeChaeRin[CL] (Me), LeeJinKi(Dongsaeng) and LeeTaeMin(Ness:P)
Kyyyaa! Lee Family unite !!^^
Haha!

Tomorrow is JinKi-ssi's birthday! In case Noona didn't manage to wish you on time, Happy Happy Birthday Dongsaeng-nim! (:
Hope you like my present! Neomu chuwaeyo!(: ^^
It's a blessing to know you for three years. My beloved dongsaeng-nim! Chommai Gomawo for always being there for me. It was so fun enjoying music, piano, dancing with you! (:
Saekkechulkahamnida! (: Noona Saranghae!(:

Ahhh, Better stopp Krazying! Hmmmm, I should really finish up those left over questions and prepare for a new year !^^
Didn't really sleep well last night, half a day today wasn't totally daebak.
Aishhh, Let tomorrow be better!

Annyeong people! Stay happy! (:

Shut Up!

2010-12-28T13:45:00.001+08:00

I'm really pissed with you. What is your freaking problem? What did I do wrong to make you pick on me? Was it fun? It's not my fault if I can't remember.
Draining all our energy away and expect me to remember?
Look, I seriously am not doing this for you. Its kinda obvious, for that points, I'm doing it. I totally hated your attitude. The only thing I go there for, is for my beloved chinggus and that miserable but life saver points. If it wasn't for beautiful music and wonderful videos that I have just drown myself, nastier words might have come out. Thanks to your so called nice moves, I already had bruises. Now what about ruining my last shopping trip for 2010? Did you know I had to stock up on my clothes? Need to buy New Year Clothes? Buy daebak magazines? Now you ruin it. Thanks to you, I had already missed the chance to see my sister's school. Hugg a dog, totally daebak. Whatever, just 4 more months. Grrrrr..

Yawns

2010-12-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

Posting something even if its a few words.
Really tired, he really know how to use every bit of our energy.
Aishhh, finally using computer, feels so happy! ^^
Haha! Though I doubt my chances of able to slack like now.
Even he himself says next year's schedule is hectic.
Anyway, I better sleep soon, seeing there's one more practice early in the morning.

Ohhhh, I didn't wish you guys Merry Christmas!
I was away, didn't manage to post!
Christmas was kinda so-so to me.
I didn't really feel or see the smiles, but I feel it inside me! (:
Christmas is really about giving, even if there is nothing in return, the feeling is great! (:

Ohhhh, I went ice-skating too! I guess is really hard to practice skating backwards after such a long time which barely makes up practice! Still quite proud of myself! ^^

Aishhh, I need to sleep soon, dead beat tired! :(
Ohhhh, giving Dongsaeng-nim her present tomorrow! Hope she likes it! (:
I really love her and Dongsaeng-in-law's present! Both of them are so uber sweet! (:
Hehe^^
I hope Dongsaeng likes hers! Dongsaeng please love your present ya !(:

Ahhhhh, okay, good night people! Do rest well.
Only a few more days to 2011, don't fall sick! :X

2010-12-21T09:56:00.002+08:00

Aigooo, a few more days to end of 2010..
Ahhh, I can't wait for Christmas. I wanna see that smile on their faces! ^^

Yesterday was quite fun, I had quite some time enjoying myself.
It's always nice to throw your mask away when dancing
You'll feel more at ease.

I'm gonna give up lah, it's pretty impossible.
Anyway, out of everyone in the world, what is chance of me getting it.

Arrasso, gonna do it since today would be so much better.
Hopefully, I can do all I had wished for X:

Hehe^^ All random typing. Didn't sleep enough actually.
The sun just woke me up.
Aishhh, feeling quite weird lately, quite some things in my mind.
Ahhh, just looking forward to Christmas.
This blog is probably dead next year, so better update it as much..

Do tagg people! (:

How Dare You

2010-12-18T21:17:00.002+08:00

Hehe^^ It's a really nice song.
SISTAR really sing well, but I don't like their dance though, only the first part of the dance where they like fan themselves? I think due to competition, their song always go for sexy, I don't quite like that. If not, SISTAR might have been one of my favourite groups :X

Omo, was watching Khuntoria. Really admire them! (:
Kyaaaa, they are such a close couple, even closer than Yongseo. It's quite irony since Khuntoria are international couples, Victoria(China), Nichkhun(Thailand), with only one common language, they still can break the barrier and be so close. Even Nichkhun himself admits he's confused between reality and virtual. Awwww, although this entertainment show is .. for entertainment. But its kinda cool to know that this couple might become a reality soon! ^^
We fans are really excited and hope things can be bright for them. As they are the maknae couple, their show is a little more interesting (even more than yongseo sadly T.T).
Khuntoria Hwaiting! 2PM Hwaiting! F(x) Hwaiting!
[psst, f(x), please comeback soon, since Amber is back, I'm expecting a new album? ^^]

Ahhh, I really can't think of anything else to write. Actually planned to follow my schedule, end up sleeping the whole day. I guess I was really tired :X
Ahhhh, the year is coming to an end soon.
I'm not sure should I worry, anticipate, or feel anything towards next year. I guess the time has finally come. Aigoo, I wish these last few days can last a little longer. My back-to-school blues are back. I'm excited to meet my friends(like finally), of course, what I'm not excited is pretty obvious.
Omo, was given a test this year and kept failing. I can't fail next year. Once I passed this, everything will be very easy. The only problem is giving up, if I can don't give up and still pass.. well, the problem lies on if.
Aigoo, I'm just sleeping on my problems every night. Aishhh.

Tomorrow will be quite fun(?). Last time for me to enjoy Popular Bookfest! ^^ Also my last chance to finish up Christmas shopping.
Ahhh, this year, celebrations have been a little quiet. We've missed quite a number of events.
This year is really a different year. And I predict next year will be fill with many new challenges as well.

Ahhhh, dongsaeng-nim is back. Gomen Nasai, totally forgotten what is Welcome in Japanese! Hehe^^ Wanna meet up with you soon! (: Yeahhh, monday! Though its dance, but still!! *excited*

Okay, ending off peeps, shall sleep early or I'll sleep the whole day again :"X

Udon~

2010-12-17T08:47:00.003+08:00

Kyaa! Just watch the MV, super cute! Now I feel like eating Udon! ^^
Finally got a bigger table, kinda feel bad to meimei, but I need it ! T.T
Kyaaa, I'll finally have more space to paste papers! ^^

Ahhh, spent my morning a little slacky. Actually I forgot what I did.
Anyway, went to Plaza Singapura!
It's been a long time since I've last went there.
It was last year? Can't remember.
Anyway, I finally watch Narnia!
It's awesome dude! Totally daebak!(great/awesome)
I was kinda worried as Peter and Susan will not be in the show.
And Edmund and Lucy is kinda dependent on both of them(as they are the eldest)
However, the show is really awesome.
It's kinda a pity it would be the last show.

Movie Review:
Comments= Uhhhh, I find the plot a little similar to Harry Potter's Deathly Hallows. So, kinda did a comparison. I would prefer Harry Potter as it is shown clearly for every step they take to try and find the deathly hallows, and not just bring it across. Even showing that they do not succeed at times. For Narnia, urmm, I don't like it at one place they can find like 2 swords, and other find 3..? Is kinda like, as if there's not enough time(okay, maybe there isn't enough time), or..whatever. That's the part I don't like. Is, too fast. And, quite impractical..ahhh maybe wrong word. Aigoo, I don't know to describe. I just don't quite like this part. Other than that, acting wise is awesome. Lucy acted very well, I have to say that she has really grown up! (:
Edmund, still like himself, but has become more matured and understanding. Though he is still ruthless at times, but with Lucy, he manages to be ..calmer(?) LOL!
Kyaa, Caspian is inside! I forgot he's in the show XPP
I only remember the Lion (Aslan) and the mouse(forgot name).. Kyaa! Super kawaii de! (:

Ahhhh, The show is really nice, I guess the budget might have been quite a lot, so I wish that Narnia's sales is well yeah? (:
Overall, I find the show is pretty okay, the shooting is quite good, except for some parts, a little blurry(as in like action, moving camera). Other than that, its really a great show to watch, with your friends and family. Perfect past time!
Rating : 4/5
Bonus: Let's share what Caspian had said at the end ^^ (not sure if exact words, but meaning is there)
I have spent too much time in getting what I had lost instead of what I have been given.

Hehe^^ Ahhh, yesterday was quite fun. Quite a lot of chatting, but silly me go and make my legs sore, in the end, I had a hard time walking around yesterday. I have dance later, still worrying. X:
Bought some stuff, hope they like it. Haha! Cause went to Comics, almost went crazy, but I contain myself after looking at the price. Gakkkk, I rather buy original with that price. Sighhh, those people are clever to use our craziness. Anyway, saw my cousin! Kyaaa! For a long time, finally able to pop in for a visit. Glad she's doing well. I hope I brighten up her day when she saw us walking in!
Dongsaeng saranghaeyo! Unnie FIGHTING! ( I love you~ Jiejie FIGHTING! (: )

That's all ba(?) Okay, going off~
Enjoy the christmas atmosphere! Remember that Christmas is not all about receiving. It's about giving! (:

This Christmas

2010-12-16T09:15:00.002+08:00

With "This Christmas" playing, the christmas-sy feel is really here!
WoW! It's just next week, I should better get my list ready soon.
Hmmmm, what do I want for Christmas?
... ... ....
I don't really know.
I can of course say, albums, posters, calenders, concert tix (LOL!).. but

Well, it's not practical to me. Aish...
What do I want for Chirstmas?
Haha, for young kids, one whole list can be out, easily.
Why, is mine so long and empty? LOL!
Hmmmmm, be with me when I shop? LOL!
Ahhhhhh, those awesome shoes?! But wear in Singapore a little weird.
LOL! Still fretting over the list.. aigooo, nevermind, shall continue surfing first! ^^

Annyeong, may not post later in the day, so just help me update my blog!
Help me think of what should i have..

Haha! I don't wanna change my skin :PPP
Primadonna! Don't forget tomorrow is the bassist's birthday!(:
Haha! The last birthday celebrated in FT ISLAND!
Must wish Jaejin a very good birthday and hope he do well in Uni kays? (:

It Hurts

2010-12-15T20:54:00.001+08:00

That's the reason why white lies are created. This is to prevent anyone from getting hurt.
I'm not a good speaker, so I guess it'll be more awkward then ever.

Fate

2010-12-15T10:50:00.002+08:00

Aish, I'm like all upset knowing I'll miss all the shows. It's so hard to find a sub video. Since all the TV Broadcaster takes copyright. Usually it'll be off within a few days.
Since Esther is also not around, I can't tell her to update me.
Ahhhhh, today, it'll be a little more quieter.
I'm like stuck at home, really bored but have no motivation to finish up those leftover questions.
Too lazy. I realised I'm starting to grow fat! T.T
Must be the time I spent watching videos. Maybe I should start and exercise as I watch videos!
Wakkakaka!

I tried to be a good girl and do my theory. I even blast k-songs to help me stay awake.
Aigoo, my mind is really slowing down. Chords don't appear as easily as they do previously.
Maybe later will play the piano? Ahhhh, without those two, life since to be really really slow.

Okay, let's brighten up. Let's learn a new Korean word with me kays?
I understand = Algaesumnida
I wanted to learn this cause they kept repeating the word. I always find the way they pronounce is different from the romanized form. For example, 1= Hana, but usually you'll hear Ha or Na.
So is like Na/Ha , Dul, Seh. When actually it should be Hana, Dul, Seh.
LOL!
Japanese as well, cause it's two syallbus, maybe it just bring across. Japanese is still fine, you can still hear a little. Like , Ichi, Ni, San.

Kekeke, Okay..

Erm... Actually I wanted to share a book yesterday. But got too tired, didn't know what I was rambling about. So, I just deleted the post.

Ahhhh, I guess I better finish up my theory soon. Aigooo, I hope I can watch the show on time. I'm so not looking forward to Dance on Friday. Arrasso, Annyeong! Sayonara! Bye! (:

Do you know how hard it is for me? I don't know why I should be doing this.

#onewsangtaeday

2010-12-14T09:42:00.004+08:00

Wakakaka! Dubu is officially 21(22 Korean age)! Haha~! Since I've nothing more to write, peeps, bear with me! (:
JinKi oppa! Thank you for being such a great leader in SHINee that brings SHINee to so many good paths. Bringing SHINee to many fame and staying strong in many things. This year, you have a little more jobs to do (Night Star, Rock of Ages Musical, Music Core MC) but you still stayed strong and persevered. All of us fans have seen you (except for me) since 2 years ago and you've really grown up and become a great leader. Of course, all MVPs love your onew sangtae, though it kinda worries me. Don't overdo your condition too much and hurt yourself. You've got thinner, must become stronger in the year of 2011. Become a strong and better leader that brings SHINee to its best! Onew-ah~ Smile more! (:
Lastly, dongsaeng SHINee world saranghaeyo! (: FIGHTING!
SHINee FIGHTING! Do your best in everything, hopefully you'll get an award tomorrow! Preferably, getting the Daesang Award next year in every award! (:
Kekekeke! Here's a peek in SHINee's 2011 Calender scan. I love it! (:

MVPs! Here's for you. Although it was a little late. Here's Onew's drawing! SME, I see great talent in JinKi oppa. Give him the best yeah? (:

Inspiration do come!

2010-12-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

I guess, since tomorrow is Dubu's birthday, I had more inspiration. I finally wrote 1/4 of a song :PP
Just the chorus only and immediately on my computer and gonna type it here.
Haha! It means it is totally RAW and FRESH! (LOL) No editing. The lyrics has no hidden meaning.
I do try and rhyme it though, but I've lost touch on that T.T Hopefully my pathetic attempt seems find. It's obvious cause it's the only two lines that rhyme ><
Nevertheless, I hope it comes out as well as I hope.
The song I choose was the song that Onew did a duet with Kim Yeon Woo.
I really like the song the very first time hear it. It fits the style of Onew's vocals. It brings warmth as he sings the song, though the song is not really that happy, in fact quite sad. Although when I'm listening to the song, I focus more on Onew's vocal, but I can't hide that Yeon Woo has a nice voice too. Of course, Onew is the best! ^^
Anyway, I'm not sure how to describe the song. It's really a song which seems like my friend. Whenever I'm sad, down, unhappy, angry, this is the very first song I want to listen. It makes a big difference after the song. So, do love this song : The Name that I loved.

Here's the video of the song, which shows the romanization, hangul, Chinese and English.
I realised the english actually seems better than mine.
But.. neverminds la !(:

I'm only writing for chorus[1:18 to 1:50] . So here's my writing(:

To the name that I Love very much
Standing in front of you after that day of March
I hope your life is better Without me , holding on to you all day
But I want you to know that I still love you I really do love you
I have never given up on loving you
Chommai Sarang Hae

Aishhh, it seems horrible after I typed out *confidence decrease*. I need to practice more *.*
I guess, I'll try and improve and re-post it yeah?
I put in too much I love you in the song. The translation seems better T.T
Okay, is okay, but I did this in like 5 minutes. LOL! Explain the the quality. Anyway, I should try more on Korean songs. As for Korean words, like 4 words can just mean like one word in English. So, instead of my usual cutting words to fit in the syallabus, I had to add more words. Hehe^^
Aish, I'm talking too much, anyway, the last lyrics, since it's from a Korean song, I decided to add Korean words. It means I really love you in english.
Yeahhh, too much I love you, *busy writing again*
Anyway, today's attempt was fun. I guess my next song shall be C.N BLUE's Teardrops in the rain.
Although, it'll be very influencing as they sang in English. Aigooo, I better sleep soon!
Oyasumi Nasai! (:
Tomorrow is Onew's Birthday, Dubu oppa, will call you Jin Ki, since you prefer your real name so much! JinKi Oppa, welcome you turning 21 (22 Korean age) and don't have too much Onew Sangtae. It worries us fans a lot. Aigooo, will write more tomorrow !(:

Miss you

2010-12-13T16:10:00.002+08:00

Aishhh, I miss those times! You peeps were awesome!

I really miss you. Where are you now? I'm here all alone. But without you, I'll still move on and put out my first step. I can't be waiting for you forever. But I want you to know, I don't like all the time I was alone. I hope you understand this

new face

2010-12-13T11:18:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna put this as the possible last post before.. whenever I'm free.
Hope you guys will love the skin like I do. I know I'm being biased here.
But, since tomorrow is Onew's birthday, shall just put a SHINee skin. It's much better and nicer than putting just Onew as blogskin.
I compiled three skins together. Hopefully it came out as nice as you guys like (:
I've did some intro below, but for the pictures above. Here's the intro.
Kim JongHyun, Choi Minho, Lee Taemin, Kim Ki Bum (Key) and Lee Jin Ki (Onew)
Hehe! ^^
I didn't realised there were so many SHINee skins. I had a hard time choosing.
Now, please keep this blog alive by tagging! :X

I've learnt

2010-12-13T09:03:00.002+08:00

Aigooo, I'm really very tired T.T I almost could not wake up today, but the sun was screaming at me, and how could I resist my brother's aegyo/kawaii(cuteness) in waking me up. So, I woke up.
Everytime, when you don't touch your computer, the news will suddenly increase rapidly. Aish, when I'm waiting for news, I'll be like so bored. Mianhae/Gomen Nasai for my really broken English( with addition of Korean and Japanese) .
Just trying to recover from my fatigue by listening to SHINee! ^^ Still trying, anyway, they are releasing a single today! Woots! (:

Okay, anyway, here's my random crapping again, cause my hands just move to how my brain ordered, and currently typing without me really "knowing"
Actually recently, I didn't have a nice time. I guess you guys knew. I really had a bad time. Was drowning myself in music as an escape for a while. It's my best escape place, so peeps, don't bother me or snatch the place from me! ^^
Anger was fuming in me almost every time. And well, the weekend was definite a perfect getaway time. To be frank, I wasn't really looking forward to this getaway due to the last item scheduled for the getaway, which is like a sharing(?)
Please, I'm like those type who random craps in her blog, don't even think about talking straight in presentation. Every presentation I did usually comes with a script. LOL!
Anyway, like what I said, I didn't really really had good days before. I felt loss, tired, angry, sad, depressed. All those words you can think of. I even drown myself for 2 hours in SHINee's songs, (it kept replaying) Ahhhh, but She's really nice, she gave me a break. She knew I needed a break from life for a while. It was almost a too-perfect timing. I'm really grateful for her kind planning! (: Should I say surprisingly, or somehow I knew it? Everything happened seems like related to my current situation. Although I had not get all the answers I wanted but it still felt great knowing that I'm not the only one facing this stuff. I still have Her to accompany me and walk through. I'm really a timid person and any slightest reassurance can give me a great comfort. At least, now I feel myself more at ease, more patient and confident?
The very first night was somehow like recatching up with my friends. From what we have talked, I'm really shocked that we have known each other for lives. It really hit me, that we've all grown up. We're no longer those childish girls playing around every singles time, giggling and laughing over the slightest matter. Aish, I really cannot believe it. I guess when you hit 15, everything starts to peel off and show off their true self. I'm not sure how to say this, but seriously, my mouth was agape and well, if my heart had a mouth, it would be opened too. However, I'm glad that I had known them for life. They are really like my sisters and I really want them to know that I do see them like my dongsaengs(younger sister[or brother]) and hope to become a great unnie(sister). One who you can really confront everything to, a great listening ear, a great adviser, just a sister. Cause, among all of us, none of us has an older sister. Though similarly to me, I don't have an unnie,( I do wish I have) but I do hope I can give the "sister" feeling like how I wish I had. I'm giving high expectations of myself, hopefully I can portray out the best in me. As, I'm really timid, sometimes it's really hard to just walk alone, and reassure everyone everything will turn out well, when you yourself is afraid.
Anyway, I'm really thankful I saw a whole new perspective in life.
For the content, I won't write that much, but there was really times where I can feel constant reminders. Especially when I really feel tired and wanted to sleep. Like for example, playing of a video where a guy greeted " Annyeong Haeseyo", I immediately shoot up. Serious! Ahhh , chincha(seriously), I'm really really very touched by the efforts. K-wave is really the thing now, and they actually bother to use that and "get in touch with us". Also, even the towels are icy cold. It's really sweet, its like an extra booster which I'm really touched. I love the role-playing the best. Since last year, the role playing had the deepest impression. Thank you peeps who played along with us and answered my doubts. For the next day, I like the game, though I was the blindfolded one and did a couple of embarrassing things, since I can't see. Ahh, I can really feel like how those who can't see feel. You feel lost, insecure. I'm really really impressed and touched that you guys can walk alone yourself and be so brave to everything. I was really afraid and nervous, I'm like screaming if I don't feel JQ beside me. (overreacting but, seriously, I'm scared I trip over something or break anything, i'm a clumsy fella) That activity somehow left a deeper impression as well. All in all, I really enjoyed myself and is really touched by the efforts of everyone.
However, I felt kinda bad for me being a coward at the end. I was really struggling if I should go up. Many hints was given, but I ignored all. I hope that they can understand I'm not prepared to go up just yet. I'll try my best next year.

Ahhhh, okay. So, shall go out more this week. I'm losing my determination to finish my leftover questions. Seriously.
I'm really tired of typing, but I feel obliged to finish blogging my Japan trip. I had a whole draft in my mind of what to type. Maybe later today, I'll shall attempt to finish it.
I'm gonna go to Popular bookfest! Wheee~! Maybe I'll find some gold like this year. Haha! Getting a book at only 6.90 when original is 17.07! Hey, I'm still a girl and shopping are girl's past time (:
Hmmm, also, I'm writing my compo, actually finishing it up.
Still considering should I post here. Even a simple copy and paste seems so hard for me nowadays. Aigooo, I'm really tired! Shall watch videos! ^^

Pssst MVPs out there, remember, tomorrow is our Dubu's birthday! (:
Shall we have onew sangtae for a day! LOL!

Ahhhh, I hope I'm doing well.

Can't bear to leave..

2010-12-10T15:20:00.002+08:00

Awww, I can't bear to leave my comp. Just off my comp and went back online the next minute! :"X
LOLS! My packing should be about it. Still queasy.
Still feeling random and bored, let me share the latest K-song and I like it really much.
It is sang by IU( not fan, so don't know her real name), she has a really strong and powerful voice.

She's labelled as "Nation's Little Sister", she has go into this industry for a very long time has been recognised for her talents. Now, with her comeback, many fans (or even not fans like me) are pretty excited. Recently she had sang a duet with Seulong and _______( forgot guy's name >< ). Here's IU singing "Good Day" with the release of her MV. This song is about young 18 year old her shyly confessing to an older brother she likes.
(Note: At the front, the parrot would say something, here's the translation.
(First: Sarang Hae Yo = I Love You)
(Second: Oppa= Older Brother[only for female to call male])
Enjoy the MV like I had, I'm really looking forward to her comeback though I'll miss it today at Music Bank.

As Christmas is approaching, soothe your ears with "This Christmas" sang by all JYP artists. After doing so much promotions around the world, especially Wonder Girls, JYP family finally gathers to sing a song together to bring warmth to this year's christmas and ending year 2010 well!(:
I really like this song as it really brings warmth to you. Especially in the video you can see how close the JYP family are and, well, it totally hits you Chirstmas is coming! (:

Okay, really ending my post~!(:
Welcome the weekends and enjoy it well! (:
Sayonara! (:

*calming down as I mutter everything will be fine *

Whole new life

2010-12-10T13:25:00.002+08:00

Gahhhhh, blogger is giving me problems again. I wanted to change my skin.
It didn't let me. Neverminds, I found one awesome one of SHINee, maybe will change on Onew's birthday! ^^
Yeahh, peeps, just bear with me during this period.
Cause : 9 Dec is Minho's birthday
14 Dec is Onew's Birthday
17 Dec is Jaejin's Birthday
Anyway, I'm really nervous. Not sure why. There is this feeling in your stomach, or they call butterflies in stomach( i don't think so, but it's the closest to the description). Lately, I find that everyone is putting pressure on me. Thinking highly of me. I'm not sure to feel happy or ..happy(?)
I just wish life could be as easy as watching videos. Of course, that won't be called life.
I don't know, I've always been thinking a lot.
Sometimes, I wish I am simple minded. Less Sensitive. More Genuine.
Aigooo, this blog is going to be filled with my random crapping.
Anyway, today is already 10Dec. Only about 21 days left to a whole new year.
The funny thing is that I never complete my resolution before.
Never. I guess that will add on to my list.

A whole new year. A whole new challenge. I should maybe start training myself to adapt to that whole new challenge. I'm afraid history will repeat. I'm afraid I am not determined enough.
Aish, Coach was saying we need to bring our hearts back (direct translation), and focus, as we are left with less than half a year and one proper dance has yet to be structured out. I'm having practical next year. I'm not sure, I never do well when I perform. Thanks to nervous. Next year there will be more challenges and I guess I have to be stronger than before.

Somehow, I feel I always see messages in everything.
Like let's say my craziness. Actually K-pop industry has widen my perspective in many ways.
Not only through music but the way the industry works. There were many news which actually widen my eyes. Like for example the news between Eru and Jinah(i think should be spelled like that). It was totally, aish, how to describe. Shocking(?) It really hit me that to mind what I say. You can't spin white lies forever. One day, when the truth reveals, how are you going to hide that web.
Another thing is I saw the hardwork and perseverance in every star. Although they may be in the same company, same nation, same group. They are competing with each other. They are young stars who face the pressure in school, in work, in the outside world, at home..etc. Yet they can still be so strong and face everything. Thanks to something called entertainment, they have to do silly things, which others would find it amusing. Like cross-dressing. Like acting cute..etc.
Although I'm really ______ with this reality but this is reality that every young star has to face. Not forgetting those annoying scandals. Actually I also see their determination in me sometimes. I guess that is one of the message for me to hold on to the end of next year even after my challenge has end.

Also, after celebrating a birthday yesterday, I realised I'm really old. (no offence peeps) I have spent 15 years but what meaningful thing have I done? What have I regret? What do I need to improve in. Everything seems to hit right at me, telling me about reality again.
Keke~ Everything is getting too serious again.
Random crapping! (:

Ahhhhh, here's for those K-fans. Erm.. SNSD won the Golden Disk Daesang award yesterday. Gomen Nasai to SONES but I'm not happy. I'm not an ELF but I actually supported SuJu. Or at least hoping SHINee could win. Nevertheless, SNSD is still one example which I see their handwork and determination .
Also, JYP had hold auditions yesterday. To those who did not make the cut, don't be sad. If you're meant for this path, you'll go to this path. Even if you face obstacles, you'll still be meant for the entertainment path. For those who make it, or at least had a 1:1 audtion, I hope you guys can make it and make Singapore proud. For what I know, K-industry is not an easy thing. But seriously, all the best! (:
I also read that there's one peep who actually skipped her major exams for the audition. Aigoo, I don't know how to comment on that. But really, erm.. good luck! FIGHTING! (:

Ahhhh, I think I've write enough. I'm not sure when will be my next post. Most probably on their birthdays. Aish, my mind is really confused right now :X
Okay, Annyeong! (:

Saegilchulkahamnida~

2010-12-09T12:25:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhh~ I'm like totally slacky now and very confused. Gosh, it feels like the after effect of taking too much videos X(
Anyway, I don't know why am I.. so worked up some times but yet able to give in that easily
(Note: from this point, random rambling, ignore if failure to understand)
I really cannot take any nonsense, and well, I guess music connects with me in a way.
It seems like my best friend these days, talking and chatting with me.
I really wish such music could be experienced in everyone, so no one else would be lonely.
I love how music can communicate to everyone. It's really a universal language.
Recently (here's comes my crazy part), I just read a magazine complimenting SHINee.
Yes, those awesome dudes I'm crazy for. Actually, other than the looks that SME has created in them. I really appreciate their music. Just like in the magazine, they are perfectionist in music.
For example, today's birthday boy : Minho, he did the recording over 10 times for just the first 8seconds of the song. Because he want to portray the real feeling and meaning of the lyrics.
(since it is his birthday, let me compliment him more) As a rapper, usually his lines are hard for us fans to learn especially for international fans like myself. I barely scraped through his rap for lucifer, so sometimes I hold long note like JongHyun ^^.
Still he did his best to bring out the best of the song. Like his rap in Hello, it is covered with the other members singing. I usually complain why would they want to cover his voice, it is rather annoying. Its as if you're not singing at all, or the mike is switched off. But he still do his best in everything he do. Like in Dream Team, acting, singing, dancing, rapping.
Some of you might know, JYPE is coming to Singapore and hold auditions.
It will be held at republic polytechnic this sunday if I'm not wrong.
To be frank, I did think of going. Who wouldn't? I bet all K-pop Krazy fans are dying to join the K-industry. Similarly, I was tempted. But I don't see what I can bring out the best of myself towards the industry. I really thought a lot, as I don't see real talent in me. If I do fail the audtion, I'm bringing more misery to myself. Nevertheless, I do wish all applicants all the best. I'm not sure if in the past there are such auditions, but it would be something to be proud of if one of our home-grown can become a hit all over the world (:
Anyway, here's for oppa! (:
Minho Oppa~ Saegilchulkahamnida! I hope next year would also be a good year for SHINee like this year. Bring out the best of SHINee and receive more light all over the world. Though your sunbae-nim EunHyuk says SHINee cannot catch up to them, but I believe SHINee can. SHINee had faced many downs this year too. With you hurting your leg, your JongHyun hyung having two big news, him hurting himself and be with Shin Se Kyung. But, SHINee is strong together. Welcome your 3rd anniversary next year and continue to bring better music to the world. SHINee has also faced many ups this year. With good promotions of Lucifer and getting 3 awards. Able to meet a aegyo YooGeun and learn to become an appa, SM Town was really successful. Hello was also successful. Oppa continue to do your best in everything. Recently you just got back from Saipan with Taeminnie, and, well, I hope the best for you! (: Oppa, dongsaeng-nim saranghaeyo! FIGHTING!

It figures.

2010-12-03T13:00:00.003+08:00

Actually I did a post earlier.
Blogger just delete half of it, so I just delete the whole post. z.z
In short, I'm actually grumbling at my slow rate of doing stuff.
For example, I've 27 more notes to go and I have just done 8
My homework left 4 more subjects with 3 with some questions.
Today is already the 3rd of December.
Kyyyaaa! I'm so excited for school to start *gives bored face*

Anyway, I have a terribly good news to share (:
Wheee~ I've figured out Hello~
Don't be too excited, it's only right hand. :X
I'm not good with left, so I hardly can hear and figure out the left hand. XPP
But it's still equally awesome to me (:
Ohhhh, also tried and played Kiss The Rain by Yiruma.
Need practice..

Yawwnnns, I guess I better carry on with my work!
Annyeong people (:

Psst, my parents bought iweekly yesterday cause 2PM and BEAST was on the cover! (:
LOLS! Anyway, they only cover 4 pages of the thick book.

The next page was showing their abs.
At least Minho is inside! ^^ *giggles*

Pssst, peeps, don't mind me going random and crazy.
This is the after effect of what I have been doing everyday.

Look, trying to make me happy after shoving me down for a couple of times ,I don't like it.

Different but together an orchestra

2010-12-01T21:26:00.003+08:00

Remember those piano pieces I posted?
Here's another amazing live. SHINee recently sang Hello in Strings.
Yes, a whole String Orchestra was playing instead of their recordings.
I had always love strings (:
It feels really grand and romantic.
Seeing this song is kind of like SHINee confessing to a girl.
It'll be really cool if they can sing with the orchestra behind and confess!
LOL! Okay, back to reality. Anyway, unfortunately Minho is not inside.
So you didn't hear his rap part :X
Introducing Hello going classical through Strings (:

I'm kinda being random and a little crazy. My hands are totally not listening. So gave up. Tried playing Hello. It came out well till the singing part, I totally could not find the keys! Ahhhh, she plays so well *envy*
Ohhhh, I want to watch Narnia! Though Susan and the guy(totally forget his name) won't be inside, but I'm looking forwards. Well, Lucy and Edmund will be inside. Anticipating..
Did I mentioned I've watched Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows part 2?
Okay, so here shall be my review (:
Firstly, I must say, I didn't read any of the books. I just recognise face.
Anyway, I didn't understand the story but my cousin did some intro here and there.

Movie: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1
Rating : 4.5 Stars
(psst, I'm going to describe some parts of the movie)
Okay, the show started out with a little sense of familiarity and unfamiliar feeling. Well, those stars we've been watching has definitely grown up. However the sudden change in plot. The place they stayed seems changed. You wouldn't understand why suddenly Hermione wants her parents to forget everything. Why everyone's face is like that. Then you see Harry looking at a newspaper. Dumbledore is.. dead!
Okay, I'm not going to spoil anymore.
Maybe because the movie is break into 2 parts, the movie is more focused on the plot. Every single scene does not feels rushed. In fact, every single part is so much clearer although for someone like me who did not read the book.

The movie clearly shows the struggle that the three of them faced. The fear among the people when they attacked. Every single scene has their distinct features. Maybe because they are hiding so the places they go are quite wild and you're enjoying the picturesque places they been to. Every single part all three of them has acted out well. Like Ron getting jealous and angry. Harry getting angry and bossy. They expressed out their characters and the feelings well.
Like when D_____ died, I can feel the pain among them. Harry screaming at Hermione to cure D______ and save him. I guess probably they have really grown up. They really are getting better. Instead of quickly showing clues to Harry of the 3 deathly hallows. The movie showed the whole process of them figuring out. Even showing them failing and not always succeeding.
In a conclusion, the movie is definitely bigger and better. It is a movie you would not mind to indulge yourself and totally be in that story and feel for the characters. I must say I love the way the movie has portrayed the story compared to the previous movies.

Do go and watch. My next movie to watch is Narnia. I guess I have a soft spot for such movies. Hehe^^
Oyasumi Nasai, Good Night! (:

Self-sastisfaction

2010-12-01T13:27:00.006+08:00

I have to say, maybe due to the daily routined life and facing thousands of papers is killing me slowly. Anyway, I really hope I can get away with all these soon.. Haiisss one more year to go >W<><>< I'm not gonna complain anymore, I should start on my notes. Hopefully, able to finish most so I can scrap out one day to hang out! Haha!
By the way, I'm even too lazy to update my other blog, so here it is.
2AM is arriving in Singapore soon! (:
Hahha, My appa yesterday got a golden ticket! Congrats! I guess she'll be really close with them and still get autographs.. *jealous* Haha!
I guess that's all for me to update now. My life is quite boring with routined life.
Ohhhh, did I mentioned about a show called Pianist?
Yeah, although it's a Korean show but it is worth to be mentioned.

*Plus Minho is acting inside! (: *
Okay, firstly, it's talking about the meeting of two people. Oh Jero (Choi Minho) who is a piano tuner and Insa(Han Ji Hye) who is a piano teacher who once dream of being a pianist. Coincidently they met each other and began to enter each others life. Other than those typical love story. This show is really filled with many piano melodies. Instead of those usual songs found in drama. For me, it's really soothing to hear as I watch this sweet romantic drama.( I totally hated the kissing scene ><) Side Note: Minho who has never played the piano before has displayed quite a show with amazing pieces he had played. According to one senior, he mentioned Minho only manages to practice after his schedules which usually ends around 11pm. He has practiced hard for this show and well, I would say his hard work did paid off. Through many variety shows, Minho has displayed his determination and passion towards what he is doing. I do hope Oppa can play the piano in the future like your dongsaeng Taemin! (: Okay, back to topic, I'm really shocked with how well he could play. I'm like totally motivated thanks to him ^^ Haha, okay, talking doesn't seems much effect, here's the actual evidence. I doubt the possibility of someone playing in place for him.

Oh Jero(Choi MinHo) Playing the piano( with a repeated cut of him playing without the music)

This piece is really familiar but I can't put my fingers to what song it is:X

Here's a really cool video. She's totally amazing! Ahhhhh, totally talented!(:
Being biased here and posting all her videos for SHINee (: (except A.Mi.Go)
*She even have tutorials! (hurries to learn)*
SHINee's Noona Neomu Yeppo (Replay)

SHINee's Ring Ding Dong!
*I didn't thought this song was possible, it sounded minor, for me kinda hard to figure. But it sounded really nice. Even Minho and Key's rap ended perfectly. Even the rocka part also sound nice. Goshhhhh!

Lastly, my current favourite song (yes, I'm really biased) SHINee's Hello
I'm totally shocked. Because I wanted to find out how to play the intro and the ending, she did it perfectly. And, I didn't thought it would be in Cmajor!
*hurries to try!*

If you love her playing, do support and subscribe to her channel. I'm not advertising but I think she deserves some support! (:

Okay, here's the song I've listened most in Japan. I love the light tune and the happy and charming melodies that really soothes your ear. Although its in Korean, but it seems as if you can understand the song well.
It's f(x)'s Surprise Party. Thanks to this song, I've received many wishings from f(x) in Japan! Don't be jealous XD

If you had realised, today's post is filled with many beautiful piano melodies~
Lalala~

Mianhae! Gomen Nasai!

2010-11-29T15:02:00.002+08:00

I know, I've been owing quite a number of post, but ahhhh, I'm to lazy to wait for the photos to be slowly uploaded. Blogger is really slow.
But I do have tons of things to tell. Though now is already like near 2nd week. I'll try and finish up my post, yea?
Anyway, I know I've missed Thanksgiving this year. Actually my whole family did.
It's kinda like the 1st time in three years. :O
Anyway, I do have to type out my Thanks to everyone like I always did.
So other than updating this blog, here's to being thankful (:

Thank you
Firstly, I want to thank God. This year is really a different year, filled with different challenges, surprises, presents, mistakes..etc. Thank You for giving me chances, new experiences, learn from my mistakes, encourage me to try new things, widen my perspective, learn to be a better person, be thankful, be grateful, be sorry, be happy, be forgiving, accept things.
Thank you for planning such a nice birthday, never forgetting to let me learn to become a better person. My birthday is definitely a blast. Although I'm not sure of the hidden message, but I believe its what I'm thinking of. Thank you so much for blessing me with so much things, with so much joy and love. Letting me enjoy and learn to the fullest in Japan. Giving me the chance to go to Japan. Best of all, celebrate my birthday there.Thank you! (:
Thank you for blessing me with the best family I could get, with the best friends I could get.
Thank you! Kamsahamida! Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu! Grasias! Terima Kesih!
Secondly to my beloved family. Thank you for always being so supportive of me even at times of depressing moments. Giving me the chance to learn, giving me a lot of chances to learn to accept, be forgiving, be patient, be grateful. Thank you for letting me go to Japan. Feeling excited for me, allowing me to celebrate my 15th birthday without all of you. Allowing me to go K-razy. Even be supportive. I know I may be K-loud at times but thank you for accepting and play along with me.
To Daddy: Thank you for all the valuable lessons you have taught me. Letting me learn and grow. Thank you for being patient with me even when I make mistakes or get grumpy.
To Mummy: Thank you so much for always being so supportive. Widening my perspectives. Thank you for always playing along with me. Thank you for hiding your disappointment and always shows a supportive mum. I appreciate that (:
To Clara: Thank you for always being my listening ear. Always go K-razy with me and play with me. Although this year, both of us were quite busy and didn't manage to have much fun time, but you've showed me a new side of you which I'm proud of. Even influencing me which I'm really thankful for. Kamsahamida! Unnie Saranghae! Aishiteru! <:
To Ryan: Ahhhh, my little dongsaeng!(: Noona is really happy and proud of you for growing up so fast and displaying many mature sides. Being always the cheerful one and always playing along with me. Singing with me, reminding me the times when I was naive and young. Showing and teaching me many things.
Thank you so much! Arigatou Gozaimasu! Noona Saranghae! Aishiteru!(:

To my friends: Ahhhhh Chinggus, Amigos! Thank you for always being there with me. Being my listening ear. Go K-razy with me. Shop and hang out with me. Learn and grow with me. Chatting out our feelings, being honest with each other. Learning more from each other. Widening my perspective. Giving me many chance to reflect and learn to be forgiving. This is a general statement but still I'm thankful for each and everyone of you. (maybe will try a post for every single friend?? Nahh, don't be too greedy)
Especially for my beloved Chinggus who were so sweet on my birthday. My birthday is really special, thank you for it. Those little notes you've written, I'll always keep it. I've a message for you all, maybe will post soon! (:
But I'm really thankful for cheering with me, celebrating with me. Enjoying the day with me. Being so supportive. Such a great listening ear. And fun models to pose with! (:
Kamsahamida Chinggus! Your chinggu is really thankful for having all of you there to celebrate with her! (:

I guess that ends off (:
I'm so sorry for this late post. Anyway, chiong-ing my homework. The amount our sensei give is totally scary. I better get started otherwise I might never see a day light again. Okay...
Annyeong people! (:
Sayonara (:

2010-11-25T20:48:00.001+08:00

Ahhh, last minute chiong-ing. Since I have to pass up my scrapbook and notebook tomorrow. I don't think I can continue my post that soon! ><
Will try my best to post ASAP !(:
Anyway, today's PSLE. Well, I seemed to go back to three years ago.
Anyway, here's my word for everyone. You all have done your best, don't worry so much. I'm definitely sure that your future will not be worse, because who knows what have God plan for you in the future.

Ohhh, since I have to pass up my Scrapbook. I'll post a poem I did.
We have to write about Volcano after we climbed Mt Aso. So, here's my poem. Hope you guys love it (:

Volcano
From afar the magnificient stand
A breath-taking view below the land
Hidden beneath its cap of grey
It shines upon a light ray

When it's angry
Fear is brought upon many

We don't want to test your patience when you blow
Cause we don't want to see a show

As we travel up to your crater
We thought the weather would be better
Although the cold was unbearable
But looking at you is desirable

I won't leave without a reason
But I just have two questions
Aso, Aso how big is your crater
I wonder who is your creator.

Issit nice? Is like rushed-work, I didn't really like some part. I only like the third stanza. Even the first stanza, it seems weird :"X
But I'm still quite proud. The two "questions" are Esther's work. Credit for her! Hehe^^
Sayonarra~

Japan: Day 1

2010-11-18T11:08:00.012+08:00

Since I've uploaded quite some photos onto FB, here shouldn't be neglected as well. I'm really too tired to edit anymore photos, so..yeap! (:

Day 1:
I wasn't really really tired at all, despite my night flight. I was in fact really excited and practically

jumping. The car ride was just making me more excited as I text and realised Jocelyn had already reached. At the carpark of Terminal 3 was worse, I could feel my heart pumping all around me. I was really excited. When reached and saw Jocelyn, everything became a little slower. But the excitement in me did not simmer. I can't really believe I'm flying off soon! (:

When the time has come to check in, I was jittery. Kind of, I thought it was departing time with my parents :X
Then, all of us got into the buzz of finding out who's seating beside each other^^
Anyway, we quickly had a group photo. We practically stayed in that smile for like a whole 5 minutes. Quite tiring, but our excitement cannot be contained:X
Very soon, we had to depart with our families. I doubt any tears were shed as we're pretty excited. It's the start of an adventure more than a sad departing moment. We went in to the departure gate.
Let's skip all the boring walking to the gate. We managed to have some time to glance around the shops. Unfortunately, I didn't managed to buy anything as the price were a little sore eye.:X
Anyway, we're still quite excited, we fill up some immigrant forms and just waited. Received a couple of phones calls and messages. Thanks! (:
Here's a snapshot with Sherry(:

Then we had a camwhore in the toilet :X
Well, it's pretty :X

Skip all boring parts, FINALLY, we board the plane(: More Camwhore(:

Not sure if you can see the Japanese words(?) Plus, everytime an announcement is made, a Japanese one would be made as well. Even the Air Stewardess knows how to speak Japanese. I guess I was too amazed :X
Cam-whore (:

So, here's my breakfast. I guess the flight made me a little queasy, I didn't have much appetite. But I did tried to watch a movie in between uncomfortable sleep. I watch Hearty Paws 2. I'm actually attracted cause I saw 2 guys carrying Golden Retriever. It's pretty much of a bonus when I realised it is a Korean show :0
Anyway, animal, especialy Dog Lovers should not watch this. I almost wanted to scream at the guy. How could they torture poor General. Although the ending was kind of satisfying. But in between, it's really painful. At least for me. However, it's still a good show, as it shows and tell us not to look down on animals. They are definitely not dumb.(:
Here's one of the view we got. The clouds are like snow, not marshmallows (:
Really cool (:
After those immigration thing, changing to our uniforms..etc. We're finally on the bus, heading to Kagoshima. Here's Oppa and me, really excited but damn exhausted from the long plane ride. (:

When we finally reached(skipping the long 3-4 hours bus ride), we had lunch at their school cafeteria. I had a bowl of rice with 2 potato salads. I guess long plane flight + long bus ride made my stomach feels weird. I barely finished my meal. I was almost embarrassed as I bring the food to the Lady to be cleared. :X Here's some picture of food and the ca feteria (:

My very first meal in Japan, not counting at airplane. It's actually rice with 2 potato salad.
I seriously didn't finish. Only finish that small bowl of potato salad and half a bowl of rice. I was very embarrassed when I passed my tray to the aunty. She gave a shocked face. >W< href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_fGajdJVAC2o/TOzRCvHfvTI/AAAAAAAAAlo/7Yp8rlkU2Xc/s1600/Japan-31.jpg">Afterwards, we head to their auditorium(?)
Below is a picture of the Joho High school performing on their traditional drums. They were awesome. The sound of the drum swayed with my heartbeat. It's felt all over my body. Their sensei even say, because they are girls, they cannot bring out the strength of the song. I totally disagree. They rock! (:
I don't have a picture of me performing. I didn't even see the video of the performance. But it felt great, and well, although I'm sure it couldn't be compared to their performance. But we really practiced hard for it! Hope they like it (:
Here's me with my buddy Miyuki !(:
I'm wearing a Malay traditional Costume by the way.
She's really nice and she tries her best to speak English the best she could. Her efforts could be seen clearly, I'm really impressed. I do try and add a little few Japanese along the way. However, her English is really good (:
Although there were a few awkward moments, but I'm glad I have the courage to talk to her, start some conversation. Actually, at this point of time, I have some jetlag. Feeling like I'm in a dream.. Hehe^^
Here's Hinano with me (: She's my Host Buddy, where I'll go her house and stay with her (:
She's pretty shy when I speak to her :X

One little picture taken when I'm on the bus. Her way back home is really really long. They have to walk to a station, take a tram for about 1/2 hour. Then they walk for a while and take a bus back home which is like 15 minutes. In Japan, the sky turns dark around 5pm (Singapore : 4pm), so even though we reach home at 6pm, its as if reaching home at 8pm in Singapore. Her house looks really grand from the outside. Like in those drama, not like bunglow but really impressive. I guess I've stayed in a HDB for too long ^^
Anyway, her mum is really cool, she does try to understand me and try to speak with me. Poor Hinano tries her best to translate for both of us. Arigatou Gozaimasu Hinano-Chan (:

She's also really sweet, she checks if I can drink Milo. And she prepared for me. Yeah, I was quite cold, freezing actually. Cause I didn't protect my legs, didn't want to wear leggings..:"X
So I had my hightops and skirt. Between my ankle and knee is not protected. But she's really sweet! (:

Although their house isn't spick and span, but it has a really cosy feeling. I didn't feel this was a place that is like very uncomfortable(?) I feel quite at home actually! (:
Here's the shell collection Hinano-chan earnestly showed me. I was quite impressed with her efforts so this is for her (: But since Singapore, we aren't allowed to pick seashells and bring home, the number of seashells she had amazed me (:
Her kawaii baby photos. Haha! She also showed me this with much enthusiasm

Dinner time! I'm like quite impressed with the food that keeps coming. I mean she must have prepared this quite a long time. I cannot prepare dinner less than 1/2 hour or at least this kind of dinner. I can feel her sincerity in this meal. Although, in Japan, all the food except for the rice and soup are cold. As she put fish cake in the soup, I can't drink the soup.
Still her dinner is nice (:
The rice had a special taste, since it is sticky, it wasn't hard to pick up the rice. You can taste a little soya sauce and seaweed with sesame. A very fragrant smell (:
Here's the salad. Like Seaweed salad, is called Kaisousalada in Japanese.
It's cold and since the only seaweed I've ate is like black and paper-like, its quite weird or rather unusual for me to try this. It had a little sour taste, the seaweed is like noodles. Didn't really like it, so didn't touch much. :X

Ooohh, this is actually called sweet beans or Amanatto in Japanese. It's really interesting as it's like our normal beans, I think like yellow beans? I don't know how to describe. The taste is really amazing. It's sweet, like peanut but soft like beans. Awww, I wish you guys could taste it, I can't describe well :X
Here's like fried vegetables? It's called Shiraae in Japanese. It's cold (as usual) its like fried vegetables. I thought the white stuff was egg, but they said it was tofu. WOW! Kinda shocked. It's really good (:

Apples! She cut it herself, it taste really sweet. Japan fruits are definitely much tastier. Gosh! It's like heaven to me (: I have a nice time eating, but didn't dare to eat much or it'll seem rude :X

After bathing, IT WAS FREEZING ! Omigosh, although I've bathed before in cold weather, but it was so extreme here. I'm like shivering, even my stomach is shivering with its intestines. Gosh! But I felt much better after a while. So I took some photos since her brother is back from his tennis practice. (It was quite late 0.0) .
(From Left): Hinano's Mum, Taiki (her younger brother), Hinano

Together with my host family! As you can see, I'm totally wrapped up in my thin clothes :X

Here's the ending of my post for Day 1. I'll try and post more soon. Gomen Nasai, I know it's like a week since I'm back and I'm lagging behind my post. Anyway, I've uploaded all my photos, but flooding myself with videos and barely had time to tag people and put in captions. I've to rush my booklet and scrapbook! But I'll try my best.

Tomorrow, Primary 6 will receive their results. I want you guys to know that no matter what score you get, it doesn't matter. Because you've tried your best. Even if your best doesn't meet up to your expectations, accept it. God always have better plans for you (:

Anyway, here's a little side note in case you didn't understand some of the Japanese I've used.

Gomen Nasai: I'm Sorry

Arigatou Gozaimasu: Thank You Very Much

Hinano-Chan: It's like a way to call people. For Girls only. So, it's just as if calling Hinano (:

For guys its Kun. So example, Tom-Kun.

Okay, Sayonara people!(:

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I'm Back! ~

2010-11-18T07:29:00.002+08:00

Wooots! Japan is definitely fun, but nothing beats life at home (:
Of course, I'll update you guys with all the things I've done and been to in Japan.
However, Please gimme some time to update myself, and edit the photos. I'm aiming to start my first post tonight (:
Psst, I've taken over 2000 photos, please be understanding (:
So here's my introduction I guess!
Onegaishimasu , Please Look Forward! (:
Sayonara~ Bye~

A little message left behind

2010-11-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

Haha! Don't be shocked! I specially posted this earlier, but set to be posted on my Birthday (:

I simply cannot believe that here I am, in Japan, Kyushu, Nagasaki. It's pretty exciting for me, as its my first time celebrating my birthday in a foreign country, first time without my family.
I totally believe that today will be a special day. To make even more special, i get to visit the exact real site where the atomic bomb was thrown on 9th august 1945. I'm not sure how I should feel either, honored or should i grief over the loss due to atomic bomb and great warriors and thousands of sacrifices during the WW2. Of course, I believe the hidden message will be known to me at the end of the day. Right now, I'm supposingly at nagasaki already.

Main point of blogging is to post my birthday thoughts. I cannot imagine the pain my Dear Mum went through 15 years ago, the joy spelled all over their face when I breathe the first air in this world. All the things they went through as I grow. Some regrets, pain but of course joy as well. Although i may sometimes grumble and complain about them, but they are the best parents I could ever get. Even if I have another chance to choose my parent, no doubt it'll still be them. Although sometimes they nag a lot, but I can't imagine the years when they can't or are too tired to speak let alone nag. They have never failed to not give me anything, or shortchange me in anyway. In my entire life, they will be the one I owe most to. My debts towards then can never end. Like this trip, its among my wildest dream to be able to go. They simply agreed and totally support me in any way. I never was a careful person and of course, brought much anxiety to them. I'm just clumsy, forgetful, you name it. I guess they were really nervous about letting me go, since I'm used to having them by my side. But they hide it well and reassured me that they allow me to go , have fun and of course learn. Never have they ever restricted me to bring that little child out in me and have fun. Aishiteru, Saranghae Appa and Omma, Love ya Daddy and Mummy.

Of course, my siblings are just as awesome as them. I can't imagine me living without them. They are also what makes me, me! Although we do fight, quarrel any common thing any siblings do, but we do love each other. They are also like my BFF! Totally, hearing all my rants and screams talking about Kpop. Like my adorable brother, can even sing some of my favourite songs together. Although its, supposingly not good. But I'm really touched that he, just a little boy is willingly enough to hear my scream and well, be a good listener. So is my sis, even sometimes singing along with her makes me so happy. Especially playing the piano, a rush of emotions would flood into, I'm not sure how to describe it. But, since young, being exposed to music. Both of us able to love and appreciate music is really.... indescribable, practically amazing. I'm really glad that they do respect me and really really listens to me (:
Kamsahamida, Domo Arigatou! Aishiteru, Saranghae!! (: (Y)

Lastly, for all my friends out there, I don't think I can possibly name all the things you have done for me. It's really such a long list that I can barely say enough thanks to suffice it. But all I can say is, Thank you for being there for me. Whenever I need it. With friends, many things you can learn. I've learnt what is Lonely, what is Teamwork, what is REAL Joy, what is real Friendship. Thank you so much for all the lessons you have taught me. Listening to me, supporting me, cheering me up, striving hard with me.
To friends in school: Peeps! Let's work hard! I know we can really do well and score really really well! Thank you so much for always accompanying me to find chers. I really appreciate all of you there learning and asking with me. Thank you JY and QY for always walking home with me. It felt nice having someone to talk to on the way home. It feels amazing. Thank you all my friends for still loving me though I'm screaming more than one names (Hehe^^ ), and still support me. Especially when the mags have my favourite group's posters, news..etc. Love ya all.
Thank you ML, QY, Fiona and Vanessa for always enjoying recess with me (: It always feels empty without any of you. Love ya all peeps (:

To etb friends (: : Peeps! Love ya all for being there with me. Sharing all the joy together! Practically having fun and all. Thank you for listening to me, supporting me and cheering me up! (:
Thank you for the fun dancing experience JQ, HJ, XL! It was totally fun and I hope we can have one soon. Preferably another stayover where we could hang out again, probably check out some malls and shop!! (Hehe^^ ) Love ya all peeps, for everything! (:
Especially for the fact when you guys cheer me up when I'm being commented short. It felt great to have you guys beside me! Thank you so much for walking with me throughout these years. (:

I guess that pretty ends my post for Birthday wishes. I really hope the kind of bliss and wonderful feeling, every single kid out there could experience it. I believe, even if your life is that horrible. There is definitely one small little thing for you to feel grateful for. Something really truely meant for you and you'll love it no matter what. That is the great gift from God that I can never thank enough for! (:

Before I leave..

2010-11-09T09:15:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe it's like about 15 more hours before I'm touching the airplane.
I guess time really flies. I still can't believe when I started my countdown, it was about 90++ days and now, its today. It's really really a very blessed trip and I'm really really thankful that I am selected and able to go.

Since young, learning and taught to be thankful. This trip will definitely be in my Thanksgiving trip.
I would see this trip as a really really big present given to me by God, the School and of course my Parents. It couldn't have been so coincident that it would clash with my birthday. It wouldn't have happen if I hadn't get into this school. It wouldn't have happened if I wasn't born on that date, but maybe in June..etc.
I'm not sure what to expect for this trip. But here's an outline of the places I'll be going and experiencing (:

I'll be experiencing Home Stay (If I can get a host family), and the High School life (:
for about 2 full days? Cause I'll reach in the afternoon and on the third day, I'll leave the school around morning? LOL! Totally anticipating and I really hope I can get a host family! (:
I'll also visit Minamata where I'll make my own soap! (:O) With Recycled oil !(:0)
Plus the hotel we're staying, we can wear real traditional costume and eat traditional meal! Whee~
We'll go to Mt Aso! Like Amazing! I'll be the first time so close to a Volcano! Wheee~~~
Plus, the scenic view would be picturesque and awesome (:
Ohhh, we'll make our own soba! How cool!! I've only cooked myself, never before made myself(:
Wheee~
We'll also go to Nagasaki! (On my Birthday :DDD) The hotel is totally amazing! :))))
We'll visit Saga Space Centre. I'm not a fan of Astronomy, but I've never failed to be amazed of what could be at the other side of the space (:
We'll also pluck fruits! Wheee~ My favourite food! (:
We'll visit Toyota Motor company thingy. Not that interested, but WOW~ (:
We'll also visit Kitakyushu Eco Town Centre. (:

LOL! I'm totally excited !(: I'm not sure what else to type, but I'm have a little inner voice urging me to get off the comp and touch up on my packings:X
LOL! Hai!, I'll listen to you! (: Sayonara~

Japanese!

2010-11-01T21:32:00.004+08:00

Since I'm learning, why not share some with y'all?
These are just some praising words, for appearance.

Kirei = Pretty
Kawaii = Cute
Utsukushii = Beautiful
Miryoku-teki = Attractive
Aikurushii = Adorable

Nice yeah?
It's alway nice to praise people, so learn with me as I try to use them (:
Here are more encouragement words! (:
Since A levels and O levels are around the corner, use them to strive hard (:

Genki O Dashite = Cheer Up! (Gen-ki-o-da-shi-teh)
Akiramenaide = Keep trying (Ah-ki-ra-me-nai-deh)

Gambate people! (:
Really tired, wish I can skip tomorrow's lesson :X
LOL! Must Genki O Dashite right! (:
Sayonara! (:

cr:japanese

Catch up

2010-11-01T16:35:00.002+08:00

I guess, I better start posting here before I'm too tired.
I'm only left with one more homework and I'm free for the day! (:
Gosh, I never knew bridging programme would be that tough.
Homeworks are given so easily like water flowing out from tap.
Lucky for me, I've finished maths in school, left only one more question.
Just finish my chemistry and starting my Chinese :X
Gahhhhh, this totally doesn't spell holidays at all.
Hopefully, all these will get me into study mood and stop playing.
I'm actually thinking of temporarily stopping my blogging activities, it'll be hard.
But, yeah, I figured it better ..:X
Still thinking though :X

Anyway, I doubt my time to be able to blog, hence I blogged today.
Lucky for me, I was free immediately after lessons.
Tomorrow, mine ends late in the afternoon.
I think it'll be mugging of homework.
I've also gotta prepare a dance. Gosh, I don't think I'm doing a good job with such rushing time.
Anyway, outfits have yet to settle.
My luggage are still unpacked.
I've sort out my clothes, but I hope to bring only the minimum.
More space for my newly-boughts and of course, a small person like me have no strength to carry home :P
Gosh, I'm kinda excited. Nope, I'm seriously excited.
First time heading to Japan, fill with much curiosity and anticipation of what this foreign country will surprise me(:
Which reminds me, I just cut my hair.
I had to choose this time.
Though, I did it for my fringe, it was getting in my way.
But the hairdresser cut it too short.
Damnnn, I feel weird. I used to have my long hair tickling my neck, it felt empty now.
I guess I have to get used to it for a while.. Hmmmmm..

Oh, I've just read an article on straits times. Pretty cool.
Short introduction. If you have read about the reports of young talented kids, like a 8 years old already going for Grade8 exams, planning to go for diploma. I bet your mouths were pretty wide open. Same here. I barely passed much of my exams. Though my family feels I have some music genes, I doubt it. It's not I'm negative or something. But I don't see myself as well as others. I believe music is just another awesome world I've yet to explore around enough. I'm just kinda stubborn and picky of the places I'm exploring. I don't say I'm good. I'm seriously not. But, knowing people younger than me already planning to become some musicians. Wow! Those are talents. But the reporter is right. It ain't good if the kids are not enjoying themselves. I never had a memory where my parents forced me into doing or joining anything. Which I really appreciate, not that it saves me from throwing my temper around. But it gives young me some respect, which I feel many children are much deprived of. I don't believe kids are too young to do anything. They can surprise many with what they could become of. Trust me. I really wish I could go back to those naive days, where toys were practically my world.
However, it's always good to expose them into new worlds they have yet to discover and may have the full potential of attaining some new skills. Haha! ^^
I guess i'm blabbering a lot, just kinda procrastinating and taking my time. I don't feel like doing my homework. :XX
LOL!

It felt kinda good typing so much !(:
I guess I've to end of soon.
Sayonara~

Bookworm

2010-10-29T08:03:00.002+08:00

Hehe^^
After exams, I often find myself indulging in many great books.
It feels so much better. Although, spending time on the computer does take some of my leisure time, but books are definitely a must!(:
I've always like reading, I guess I've got that genes from my mum.
When I was young, my favourite authors are Enid Blyton of course.
She has the most magical way of writing, which can totally bring anyone to a whole new world.
Even now, as I read her books, I might even believe pixes, brownies, goblins..etc exists.
She has the most awesome way to describe things, even using simple words, she can just bring me into the story. Like how she describe gingerbread man, gingerade or acornade. Which I doubt their taste would be nice to me, but in the story, I was feeling terribly hungry.
Hehe^^

Another favourite author is Jacqueline Wilson. She gives a whole new insight to all kids. We can understand how lucky we are living our lives. She makes it clear that even we're that young, we should know that we are really lucky. To have a family. A complete family..etc.
It's one of those great books that triggers my tear glands and practically you cannot stop!(:
Sometimes, it can makes your heart feel so warm and soft. It's almost amazing (:

Of course, now, one of my favourite books is by Lurlene Mcdaniel. Which is a book that NEVER fails to make me cry. It's really sad, but it made me understand and realise how lucky I am.
How thankful I should be. (:

Okay, so come to the recent books i've read (:

1) The very first book I started after my exams is " Empress Wu" by Lilian Too.
It's a little adult-ish at the starting but it's an amazing book. It's as if you're watching those shows like " Jewel In The Palace" ( I know its two different country, but you know what I mean right?? [: ) It practically plays the whole show in your head and you just cannot put your book down, for the different twists in the stories is just too exciting for you to put down. Is just the same feeling as your watch shows and you simply cannot stop watching the show.
Basically, the plot is typical and quite dramatic. As this isn't really a real story ( it's based on real information but not written by the real person), you sometimes can't quite understand some parts. Also, the changes in the story is usually very quick. You'll usually see " Three summers have passed, .." So, its pretty fast :X
But overall, it's a great book to indulge in. Plus, you'll learn some history as you read.
I've learn more about this Empress and is pretty impressed with her quick witted mind and tongue. I guess i have to learn more from her (:

2) I just recently read finish this book, The Wedding by Nicholas Sparks.
It's basically a very VERY romantic book. Although the main character guy is like, pretty old. He's really sweet. It's a must-read for all girls, be it old or young. It just brings you into your fairytale world and makes your heart flutter as you read. However, as I've return the book, I cannot share a couple of lines here :X
But, do read. I would reccomend to start reading " The Notebook" first as its like the first book, and The Wedding is continuing the story... Hence, I didn't quite get much of the story at first.
I won't share much of the plot, but basically, its about a husband who realises how much he loves his wife and how much he has neglected her over 29years because of work. With a great determination, he plans to surprise his wife on their 30th anniversary. (:
It's a really really REALLY sweet book! I bet, after every girl who reads this, will really hope that their other half could be this sweet and romantic. (:
However, do note that there's a part which is a tinsy adult-ish, so yeap!
Awesome book, 5 thumbs up!:)

I'm currently reading a book called Glimmer Glass by Jenna Black. It's a teenage-ish book.
Yet, it does not means it cannot bring in magical worlds. Basically, you would find yourself in a world of magic. Jenna also write it in such a way that you cannot stop reading either.
It's pretty interesting. I've yet to read finish, I just started after The Wedding.

Anyway, I figured I better write all these down before I forget it.
Gosh, I'm so excited although it's like 11 more days. It feels so good compared to previously, it was about 90 something days, now, it's 11! Wheee~
However, we have to go back to school.
For extra lessons. For 2 weeks! (ppl: Awwwww~) Yeap, no choice. I don't mind anyway.
But I seriously worry for myself. Dammn, it's so hard to just give up! Gakkkkhhhhh! :X
Okay, I've gotta go and knock myself out! Hehe^^

If you guys don't mind, I wanna share this song.
It sang by Korean Singers , but its in English.
I don't quite get the lyrics but its pretty catchy! (:
Actually I feel, that Korean songs, although we can't understand the lyrics.
But its music, Music is the most amazing language where everyone can understand.
That's the part I love. I mean, if i can understand the lyrics, I would focus more on the lyrics than the song. Which kinda neglect the most awesome language which brings the words to life. So, sometimes, I rather enjoys some songs which I simply cannot understand and enjoy every note of the song! (:
Okay, here it is.
It's sang by 20 Korean Singers, not all in the same group. But some of my favourite stars are singing this song. Like G.NA! She has the most awesome voice, if you're interested, check out her "I'll back off so you can live better"
Her powerful vocals is just wayyyy to awesome (:

Let's Go, by G20

G.NA's I'll back off so you can live better

Stay Strong

2010-10-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Since there aren't school tomorrow and I'll only be heading to school for a Science programme in the afternoon, I decided to at least update this blog.
I guess, without exams, I'm getting tired and lazy more easily.
Speaking of exams, I'm almost in tears.
I think I've improve quite a lot, especially at certain subjects.
However, if this was the real thing, I'm.. really speechless.
Plus, with a shocking K-news yesterday, my mood was almost dampen for the whole day.
It was worse today, especially after receiving my results.
At first, I hope class position/ level position would be included, but after much thoughts, I'm pretty relieve it wasn't included.
Anyway, I guess I have to be strong.
It's kinda hard, I'm getting weak. Flooding myself with all sorts of possible boost, to help me.
Just stuck in that faint hope.

Anyway, going to Japan is barely less than 15 days, I'm getting jumpy.
Hehe^^, we actually have a blog, maybe will share after my trip, since posts of the trip will only be done after the trip. However, I'll included a post I did today. (:
Maybe at the last part :PPPP

Gahhh, I can't think of much to update. I need to find someone to lean on to, to confine every worry and hopefully forget it all. Dammn, where is one when you need it.
Anyway, I've learned a couple of Japanese phrases, but I can't help going to Korean Slang! LOL
Seriously!
Anyway, here's three words for you
1(one) - Ichi
2(two) - Ni
3(three) - San

I'll try and include more when I can. Anyway, if you had noticed, I'm trying to add Japanese when I sign off. Sayonara means bye (:
So.. Sayonara~

Here's my blog post I did today (:
Blog about how you feel when you were selected for the trip.

Japan was among my list of must-go places, it gives me a very nice impression of it being an awesome place with nice scenery and people. Its fascinating culture also drew my interest and made me want to travel and see this wonderful country with my own eyes, exploring and allow myself to savour and enjoy every moment. Being selected for Japan was almost a miracle to me, I never knew I had the chance to be selected. As, after the interview, I thought I did horribly and doubt my chances of being selected. Hence, I simply could not contain myself when I knew I was selected. I actually did not receive the news personally, but instead was informed through my friends as I was away from school during that day. However, my joy that I was selected was not much lesser than if I was to see the list with my own eyes. I was giddy with joy and smiles cannot leave my face.
Many questions also rushed into my head, fill with much curiousity towards this foreign country. I was not an anime fan, not even a Japanese-pop fan, so I knew nothing about their customs, how they lived, Nothing at all. But, I was really excited and have been anticipating the arrival of the date to set off for Japan.
My family could not be more supportive and felt excited and happy for me as well. Although I have traveled a couple of times, this trip was definitely more special in many ways. One of it is that I am traveling without my family for once, and instead experiencing it with my friends. I remembered the time when I sent my cousin off as she was leaving on an immersion trip, I was really hoping I could get the chance to travel like her. It made me excited just thinking about it, now, come to think of it, I can't believe it is less than 15 days before the trip.
Definitely, I'm looking forward towards the home stay. As I'm always hoping I can get the chance to live in whole new environment and experience it. Especially if we can get the chance to actually experience their school life..etc. It's among the things I'm really looking forward to and I hope that I can really get a buddy which we will always keep in contact(:
As a conclusion, I'm really looking foward and feeling excited about the trip which we'll be leaving in less than 15days. Japan, wait for me! (:

Shermain, 3 Respect (:
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Kpop Night!

2010-10-25T11:48:00.003+08:00

I know this isn't suppose to be here, but I'm thinking why not ;)
Here's an exact post at my other blog :)
More to be posted if I can make it :)

I have tons to show you all, especially those who did not attend the Korean Kpop Night!
Newspapers, Online webs have been flooding with more reports. So I'm gonna try and post all.
If possible.
Let's start out with Xin MSN! :)
With Videos and Pictures flooding!

Check this awesome video of SHINee for starters :)
Btw, the MC/translator is Adrien from Arirang.
He looks good and is really bilingual! :) Hehe^^
(L to R: Onew(Y)[ leader], Taemin [Lead Dancer a.k.a dance machine], MinHo (Y) [Rapper] and Key (Y) , Psst JongHyun[Lead Vocalist] is not here as he had a injury (although there were reports of seeing him behind Big Bang :PP)

Hehe^^ Onew Oppa(Oppa= Older Brother [for only females to call]) is so funny when they were greeting! :)
They were really on a super tight schedule. They arrived at 2++ and left at 12mn++
They had Inkigayo performance when they reached Korea, and had to rush to M-wave afterwards. Although this time, SHINee was represented with 4 members instead of the original 5 members. They were strong and did well. Especially, since JongHyun(the missing member) was the lead vocalist and his parts were always quite tough to sing(high notes, strong vocal parts). I'm especially proud of maknae Taemin who hold the long note in Lucifer. I could really see him trying hard and his best to hold! Well Done Taemin! :)
SHINee! Sg fans (Noonas, Hyung, Dongsaeng) are looking forward to your next arrival. Hope that your Solo concert( which will be in Tokyo and Seoul in December) can be extended out to Singapore! I won't miss it this time :)
cr: xinmsn

Here's FT Island :)
(L to R : SeungHyun (maknae= youngest), Jaejin (Y) (^^), Hong Ki , Min Hwan and Jong Hoon)

Whee~ FT ISLAND!
They are one group which I deeply admire for their talents(along with their dongsaengs(junior) C.N BLUE). They really don't lip-sync and have true musical talents :)
I'm really happy they were here in Singapore as, they actually came to Singapore early this year.
And they made another trip to our sunny island! Hehe^^ A primadonna here is super happy.
Although, they have been really busy, as they are about to release a Japanese track. After releasing a Japanese track(Brand New Days) just recently. But they are back for more.:)
They have rocked off the stage with their current hit song "Love Love Love"
Although it actually sounds kinda moody, sad, low at the teaser, they actually surprised us with such a catchy tune to bring across a romantic side of the song :)
SG fans here are waiting for you to hold a concert here soon!
(If I'm not wrong, they have a concert in Korea too, pretty soon :PP)
cr: xinmsn

I need to rush off, but before I end this post.
Enjoy these two links which are a brief introduction to that awesome nigh. More photos and videos will be shared later! :)
Korean Kpop Night and Kpop Night

Breathe

2010-10-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

Yeap, this is actually 2 songs, but I don't really Loove it. Still, I thought it might be a good title. Since, sometimes as we move along life, we might forget to breathe. We need to slow down our pace and just look at the life around us.

Gahhh, lately, life is pretty much of a wheeze. Full of ups and downs.
I really wish I can just leave this life aside, have fun for a longer time before getting serious.
But I guess, this is one of my test to test myself.

Anyway, I'm trying really hard to not be bothered. Although they are arriving, I can't see them. Although they are so close yet so far. Ahhhhhh, trying damn hard. Almost freaked out when the official organiser said they won't released flight details, and when I knew that they won't be coming through the normal gate. I'm not crazy, but seriously.

Anyway, cher seriously freaked us all out. Although he mentioned __ retain, but it felt as if that meagre number, one of it could be me(everyone feels that way). This morning, our principal.. erm.. how should I phrase this...? Advice? Persuade? I don't know. Just the main point is not to drop.
Anyway , I'm not how I should write. But I just wanna keep my blog alive. Seeing that , in just a few months, my other blog almost had half of the total post in this blog, which was kept for like 3-4 years. So.. yeap!

I still can't help though, my fingers will keep typing to check their flight schedule. Though I know it's impossible, but that glimpse of hope is too tempting! :(

Rwarrrr

2010-10-21T21:40:00.003+08:00

I'm pretty random now. Super happy that computer is so my friend :)
Kinda comforts me at the end of everyday (:
Which is totally agreed along with my friends.
We as teens can't help if we're carried away with technology.
But for me, it's just like another teleporter.
Bring you to another world. Lighten your mood.
Allowing to face every hard/difficult things with a much lighter heart and live on.
Yeap, lately, facebook comments say it all.
Many are happy/unhappy. I'm pretty much neutral now.

Kinda "immune", since I couldn't be hurt more.
But this digital world is pretty comforting.
At least, I found myself when I'm laughing hysterically.
Gahhhh, Life is certainly unpredictable.
Anyway, I really cannot think or have to mood to post more, although, there are a couple of titles stuck at the back of my mind, waiting for my fingers to give the cue.
I need the time of my life :)

Anyway, here's an update for Taylor Swift. She's back again with a new album. It was released like last week, but I didn't update. Anyway, I've read an article on Straits Times Life.
Possible, This song, "Back To December" is written for Taylor Lautner, who was her boyfriend previously, but they broke up in December. There was others but, I don't quite know them.
Oh, one, was for Kanye West. I seriously, still kinda.. hold a grudge against him. He didn't offend me, but he offended Taylor Swift. I know, I shouldn't be angry over such things, but..it was really overboard. Kanye West, did try to make up by writing a song. Not sure if Taylor added the into her album. But she wrote a song for him, called Innocent. She's really too awesome. Read the lyrics. I'm currently speechless. I should learn to be like you, forgiving. Thank you for showing me the right thing :)

Anyway, the album is called Speak Now.
Which kinda strucks me, because, lately, I've been swallowing(literal translation from Chinese)
Anything frustrating/annoying..whatsoever, if it's possible, I'll just keep it under my breath. Hopefully letting it go. Maybe.. it's time for me to speak now?? LOL
Anyway, do check out. I prefer Back to December though. :)
More of my type of music I like. Just like her previous album songs. Like Superstar.. something along that line. Nothing rocky/poppy, just more R&B/Ballad. Pretty nice, the song is kinda etched in my mind. Teehee! Gahhh, I miss 2Taylor couple. I believe Taylor Swift you too:X
Anyway, Taylor Gambate in your promoting for this album. :))))

More information for this album:
Taylor Swift has released the track listing of her upcoming album, 'Speak Now,' which is due in stores October 25. In addition to her current hit, 'Mine,' the collection also features 'Innocent,' the tune she debuted on the recent MTV Video Music Awards as a song of forgiveness to Kanye West, as well as 12 other compositions written solely by the 20-year-old.

Taylor's much-anticipated third album follows in the steps of her previous two, taking her personal experiences and feelings and putting them to music. "The thing is, I don't really talk about my personal life in interviews, but I definitely sing about it. So they're definitely very sung about on this next record," Taylor revealed during her webchat in July. "There is also the fact that the album is called 'Speak Now,' and that pertains to the album as a concept and as an entire theme of the record, more than I can even tell you. I've been working on it for two years. Ever since we put out 'Fearless,' I've been writing for this record and conceptualizing it and putting it together in my head, what I wanted it to be. I like to take a lot of time between albums to work up the next one and see what it is. We did the same thing with 'Fearless.' We put two years in between it [and her self-titled debut album] and that gives enough time for me [to] write everything that I live. You have got to give yourself time to live a lot of things, so you can write a lot of things."

Taylor's pal Selena Gomez, star of the Disney Channel's 'Wizards of Waverly Place,' has already heard the entire album, and reveals to MTV that she already has a couple that stand out for her. "My favorite songs from her record would be 'Dear John' and ['Last Kiss'] ... it's No. 13 on the record because that's her favorite number ... it's really sweet. There's two that I'm absolutely in love with."

I especially love this song. Currently trying to learn this. Teehee, cleared the chorus. Attempting second half of verse 1. It's pretty nice. Although the music video is kinda weird. I mean, knowing she's only 20, and has kids. Probably I should not know so much about her.. LOL
But the tune is pretty catchy. I like how the lyrics are phrase. I'm not sure this is her real story. But if it were, it would be kinda sensitive as it mentioned about her parents' mistake(which could mean divorce). I still think she's awesome, able to write such awesome songs!!~

Post Examinations

2010-10-20T20:42:00.005+08:00

Well, I'm not sure if I should be cheering or.. well, I don't know.
I've gotten back all my results(which I totally was not caught on guard for) except for my English Compo. Which is kinda infuriating.
As I've taken a risk, and I wanna know if I've passed, let alone do well.
Yeap, I said I drive a car.

According to Cambridge, we only can write what sixteen-year-old(Average O'level age) do
Which is totally not driving. I'm not sure what drove me into taking this risk, especially at my end-of-year examinations, but it was flowing in my mind and the story was slowly imprinted on my paper.

Anyway, overall, I've have marks to be proud of and marks to weep for.
I don't know, teachers are driving one clear thing into our head.
If the fact is that you can't cope, drop it.

I totally cannot bear to drop anymore subjects, but I'm not excelling in all.
Gahhh....!!!
Okay, I'm not gonna reveal all of my marks. , I don't see the point in doing so but just give a rough gauge.

Chinese, Super happy for my Chinese Composition.
Omigosh, I'm loving my cher. She marked my MYE Composition and I got 39/50, and EOY, she just add an extra mark. She claim that she's not being biased, that's really my work's grade. And, without fail, I'm going with that reasoning :))
The rest, is pretty so-so, not too fantastic but pretty okay ;)

English, let's just skip it. I'm not sure what happened to me. Maybe I was not well on that day. It's totally horrible D:

Emaths: Gawhhhhh!! I cannot believe it. Emaths just cannot be claim easy. How difficult it was.
I mean, seriously I can't do my basic algebra. I was staring at the question blankly as the three marks flew. Thanks cher, for not claiming that, me , stupid one was that fool who cannot do that basic algebra. Let's skip :X

Amaths: Wheeeeeee!! Can you see the difference in reaction?? LOL! I totally love my marks for this. It's practically a dream. Woots! And, it totally comforts you to know that its actually not those super easy paper where everyone in class score around your marks. I'm not jeering at those who didn't score well(or at least to your expectation), but I'm really happy. I cannot believe it was my marks when I saw it!! Haha!! I can only find this place as a place for me to scream out my happiness so bear with me :PPPP
WHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Sciences: Overall, it's not fantastic. Not horrible either.
But the chances to go to Band 1 is almost slim to none. I'm so sorry cher, I really wanted to go to your band, but I guess I'm not cut out for it. But I'm not gonna settle for band 2 or 3. If I don't get to band 1, I'm gonna appeal to band 4. Seriously. It's for the best of my Chemistry :PP
Biology, another big shock, but not as big as Amaths(Grins!!) At least I didn't fail and my score wasn't too horrible.
Physics, LOL! Cher super funny sia, For one question, due to units, if you never mentioned it correctly, it'll worth one mark. He end up just giving to me. LOL! Cher-ah! Arigatou! Kamsahamida!
But, ahhhh the first cher who came in and check our paper. Gosh, I'm not insulting her but I almost fell asleep. Seriously! After 20 minutes, we've only went through 6 MCQ questions...zzz

Humanities: Total disappointment! I spent pretty long for this revision. It totally did not paid off. My mind was a little slow on that day as well :XX
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Cher, is humanities.... dropa-ble??

Guess what, I just wrote one whole lengthy post, Blogger just deleted it! Grrrrrrrrrrrr!
I'm just gonnna end here. Maybe I'll try and recall what I've wrote and repost it?? I gotta rest soon :PPPP

Annyeong! Sayonara!

Teehee

2010-10-19T16:16:00.002+08:00

Omigosh, I'm pretty happy and alive after using the computer.
I wasn't using comp since Saturday. I'm pretty happy I get to use now!
Though, just now, I got a little sore throat after clearing the dust in the vaccum
It was horrible. I kept gulping down water, it doesn't works.
At least now, it felt better.

I'm actually super tempted to post on my other blog.
Haahaa!! But, nahhh, this blog is almost dead..:(

Okay, first. Tomorrow will be the first day of school after exams.

I'm pretty nervous. I'm not sure what to expect.
There'll be Biology, English, Geography, Physics, Amaths and Chinese lessons.

Bwahhhh! Biology, super scared. I hope I can at least pass....
English, I'm hoping for the best
Geography, I'm counting on you
Physics, should be pretty okay, but on the safe side, PRAY HARD!
Amaths, I rather die than to pay $1 to know if I've pass.
I'm not getting negative, but I've tried my best and it hurts if I still can score well

Chinese, this supposingly to score pretty high. But my Chinese teacher kept hinting we didn't do well... T.T
All the best for tomorrow.

Next thing, my Chinese Dance ahhh.. I have to say, our coach missed us a lot!
This entire week, there's already 4 practices. Including today, but I skipped :XX
Awww, cher, I know you've missed us. But we know can le.... zzz
I'm still thinking about SYF. Indecisive me cannot decide. ;(

WOOTS! The best part! Haha! 26 more days to my birthday! 22 more days to Japan! :)
I'm thinking should I treat myself and spent all I like in Japan!! Hehe!!~
It'll be the first time in my entire 15 years of life, celebrating without my parents, family.
It'll be the first time. It seems special. I mean, 15th Birthday. One special part is I'm celebrating the entire day with my friends. Another is that its in another country. Hehe^^

Anyway, I've pretty much a lot of things to share, but I've gotta update myself..^^
Maybe post more tomorrow or Thursday? Cause tomorrow I actually have dance.
Hopefully, he won't tear my muscles, I don't wanna walk to Japan with sore legs and arms ><

Sayonara~

Oh Yeah~

2010-10-15T16:18:00.002+08:00

Finally, Exams are over. I can totally look forward towards Japan.
Ha! My teachers have already planned tons of things, totally looking forward!! :)
Will update more! :)))

*I finally learn the way of life around here..*

Updates!!~

2010-09-30T15:51:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh, I'm so going crazy, actually k-razy. :)
But now, i find myself able to control

Anyway, today's EOY, so-so(?)
It was about us teenagers finding internet/computer something we cannot live without with.
I'll see if I can post about it sometime later?
I'll be away for a while.
But won't be posting till, maybe after exams(?)
Gambate people!
Woots! Counting to japan! :D

*English tomorrow :X
-nervous-

Finally..

2010-09-23T19:32:00.003+08:00

Taking a break from that horrible thick books. I'm finally online.
Actually for more than a reason, but that's for my other blog (:
Anyway, life was rather scary for me lately.
I'm seriously shocked at how focused I was (?)
I mean, just.. plain WOW!
Anyway, I have to thank my phone actually
Although it was pretty annoying it kept blacking out.
And although I've fixed it, it is still giving me problems.
Ahhh, I feel like having a new phone
Or otherwise having this phone able to last me for at least a few more years :PP
Heehee^^ I mean my excuses lately is that my contacts are lost.. da da..
Just, kinda weird to have the same excuses every time right?
Sighhh, New phone please! :DD

Ohhh, and I totally find consistency to be working.
I don't know actually
I'm pretty freaked out with the days slipping out of my hands just like that.
Teachers aren't helping with homeworks
Practice papers are fine, homeworks.. Na-uh!
I've totally halt my reading-the-newspaper for a little while.
So, there aren't much news to share :X

I'm not sure why, I've always thought a lot about what to write here, however just mind becomes blank immediately when I see this familiar page :X
Okay, any way, advice to peeps out there
During this exams season, please sleep well and eat well
My classmates have been dozing off a lot in class

I'm almost a victim

I bet all of them have been working hard at night (no sarcasm)
Okay, hopefully peeps can do well for your exams :D

I can stomach it, but I have my limit. Don't push it!

Busy!!!

2010-09-20T20:29:00.002+08:00

Wahhh, I'm definitely using this word pretty often.
However, I can't take any risks. Even my other blog is super rush posts with many overdued.
I am not liking the fact that exams are around the corner and things just won't slow down for me.
I'm not selfish or self-centered. I'm just having a hard time temporarily giving up them for a while.
Wahhh!
Anyway, I've a couple of news reports to share. Quickly. It totally attracts me and I can't help but agree, as animals are not just ... an animal. They are living, they have feelings. I simply cannot stand abuse to them. I mean, human abuse is already bad enough. Animal abuse is just as equally good. Just because you can't understand what they are saying does not mean such abuse have to be carried out. Check out more yourself in the newspaper (Straits Times) at the Home Section. " Pet Love: A warm fuzzy, familial feeling". Unfortunately the link requires account. So, Sorry! :XX

I'm not sure when I'll be free. I might even freeze my accounts.
I 'm not sure. I just find the internet too risky. I'm even online for 40minutes
Eating into the time which I've already planned! -.-
So, I'm hoping for total concentration
And guess what, my handphone is playing with me again.
I'm guessing it is because of songs + pictures.
So, I'm gonna try out. But how to live without music!?
I can't, I'll try though. It'll be hard. Maybe more time spent on Piano??

Anyway, I know this blog will be temporarily be quiet for a while.
At least for a few more weeks, so do keep this blog alive ;D

Busy busy

2010-09-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

Wahhhh, Life is walking too fast! I can't catch up! :(
Nevertheless, the first day of Term 4 should be still okay..?
I mean, I thought I've lost my Chemistry TYS, but I just found it! :DD
But I've totally lost my Chinese Workbook :XX

Was starting , or have started practicing amaths
I totally can't do surds and logarithms! :(
Need help!!! Although, I hoping my teacher has time tomorrow

I need it asap! :PP

Hmmm, what else. I guess that's pretty much

Though, the holidays has totally trained me. I don't wake up later than 7.30 now.
Unless I sleep in real late :PPP

Oh, I was watching a show today, called Freedom Writers

It's actually a show about the teenage life in USA now as different race/religion(not whites)
Although I knew such things were happening, I didn't realised it was that serious
It totally gave me a shocked, I can't move my left hand after the show

My hand was like totally numb(no feeling). -Scarryyy!!- :XX
Anyway, I really do hope life of theirs can totally improve
I'm not that good with words, but I hope they can have a better life

Although, I've yet to watch finish the show, its pretty predictable that the teacher can totally change them. Maybe, there is this person to just change their life for the better! :DD

Also, I was totally glued at this report
A interview with our Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew.
I was totally glued to the report for the whole reading period
I feel that he has made many changes to our lives together with other founding fathers
They are the builders, proud builders+ architect of Singapore
And, he states that he is worried for the future leaders of Singapore.
Actually, I wasn't thinking that much till he points out in the report.
He's definitely someone who thinks very far(though he states he only thinks about 5 years ahead)
I can't quite find the report where he had his interview
But here's his thoughts about the future of Singapore :D

I'm not sure how busy I would be in the next few weeks.
Hopefully, there's still time to update this blog :D
Nevertheless, everyone Gambate for your exams!
Don't give up!( to my friends : You all can de! Let's Gambate together!! :DDD)

Although Dreams are unrealistic, they are the ones which pushes you forward when life brings you down.

SKIN!

2010-09-09T15:07:00.003+08:00

Awesome skin right?
Guess what, I'm trying to become a J-fan too! ^^
Hence the skin :PPP
But this is just a show, called " My Friend Toroto"(?)
Something along that line. I'm just fascinated with the Japanese words.
Though, I doubt I'll write nice ones :PPP

Nevertheless, I hope this skin is so much better than the previous.
Maybe, Maybe, if my mood is great, I'll post one long, lengthy post! Hehe^^
Now, totally tired after cramming all maths in my brain.
It's just infuriating when you can't get your answer.
I'm totally hopeless at Surds and Logarithms.
Need help!!
Thankfully, my homework have been long cleared.
So, wakakaka, playing! :DD
Hehe^^
Ooohh, I also must thank my sister, whom actually motivates me.
I mean who wouldn't when you have your sister studying day and night?
Even using computer now feels so guilty :XX
I really do hope she can score well.
Even if she scores better than me,
I'll feel proud of her.

Cause, I'm proud of her! :DD
Gambate!!

Lastly, the holiday is ending (everybody : awww)
Yes, I'm totally dreading school
The fact: Dreading exams!
However, the good point or news, that is
It's barely about 60 more days to Japan!!
Whooo!! Must brush up my Japanese too :XX

Okay, let's end here!
Sayonara~

More pictures update

2010-09-09T14:28:00.004+08:00

Blogger just can't have good pictures!!
Nevertheless, I'm tired of typing so shall just post pictures.

The two above are my lunch today. I try something new and it came out well ! :DD
It's actually boiled potato with sauce(?). It's just a pity there weren't enough cheese.
Or it might have been superb! :D
Here's our lunch at Sushi King where we went to Malaysia for a day. I would say it's pretty a good meal. Especially, since I love Soba alot!! I don't mind having this everyday in Japan!! Hehe^^
By the way, the one in a bowl with a spoon. That's like Tofu, I love it a lot!! I totally love Japanese Soya Sauce. There's a distinct taste which.. is .. just so different and refreshing. Plus, they added seaweed. It's either I'm fainting or I'm loving this dish. Cause seaweed are just my favourite! :D

Reflections

2010-09-07T09:42:00.006+08:00

I was just reading the newspaper and decided to share some of my thoughts

As a short introduction, it's mainly about music.
Music isn't as easy as what we thought.
It has a long history since the Stone Age, but it wasn't " recognisable" until the 15th-16th century(If I'm not wrong :P) Now, its really heartwarming to see many people taking an interest in this beautiful subject. It's defintely not like English, Chinese or any other language subject.
Let's just say Korean for example.
Many times, I really cannot understand their song
I had to search their lyrics, in hope for translation.
But, many times, I don't bother.
Because, it is the music that speaks to me.
I'm really more of a first impression girl

If the song doesn't grasp me at the first time, it's not what I want.

Anyway, let's go back to the reports I've read.
One is about the famous Japanese Conductor Seiji Ozawa

He has just won the battle with throat cancer and just resume to his conducting at concerts
However, after just turning 75 last week, he's back is still not as good, and requires aid while conducting. He has a concert in New York's Carnegie Hall this December and hopes to get well by then

For me, I didn't know till just recently when news broke out he won the battle
I didn't think much of Conductors till I watch Beethoven Virus(a Korean Drama)
The main character is a conductor, I'm not going to talk more of the character as I've forgotten most of it :X
However, I saw the importance of a conductor in the show.
It's just like a dance, a system. Everything needs to be in place to do well.
I've yet to see him perform (duh), but I do hope the best for him!
Gambate Seiji Ozawa Maestro!!
Check out the report here :D

Next, there's this guy who's selected or should I say accepted to The Yehudi Menuhin School, a prestigious music school in Britain. HSBC awarded him with $200,000 which could help him to pay for his school fees. This Classical Guitarist is only just 12, and has accepted the award from The President, S.R Narthan, himself. He is the first student accepted by the school outside Europe. Also another guy who also got an award.
I'm seriously happy for such talents, as Singapore isn't a very "arts" place if you want to have your future in arts. I've always dreamed if I could really be real musicians. But I guess maybe I'm not cut out for it. I'm too lazy and if I really need to compose, i need a lot of inspiration and time. I bet I wouldn't even be successful then. :(
Nevertheless, young dreamers out there, do your best! Don't be like me :XX
Check out the report here.

That's about it. I'll update you guys more if I've more to share:D

Yesterday was really a dilligent me!! :DD
Though I spent quite some time online ;(
Like now :XXX
But I did my best! :DD
I finally organised all my files ! YESS!!
Packed my books and shelves!
Started on practicing my maths
(Did miscellaneous 1)
I'm only left with my Chinese homework, and some undone(I don't know how to do) Chem and Bio questions ;DD
The rest is plain revision!
My plan is totally adhere.
I still procrastinate like now :XX
But I did it! :DD Hehe^^
My mom has printed a score for me!
I totally can't wait to try and play:D
It's Without Words by Park Shin Hye.

The score looks kind of hard, but I'll try my best

I was totally motivated when I saw Taemin playing River Flows in Your Heart so well:DD
Gambate me! :DDD

If I can, I'll show you my poster for Geography.
Where we have to draw out the consequences of Deforestation
I don't say it's an awesome job, but I've tried.
I was totally clueless ;XX
Nevertheless, Enjoy your holiday peeps!!
I know I'm enjoying mine ;DD

Being there

2010-08-27T13:37:00.004+08:00

Yes, I'm deeply neglecting this blog.
Cause busy updating my other blog.
Yes, juggling 2 blogs is hard.
Nevertheles, I'm back here to keep this blog alive.
Since the holidays is here, I'll try and keep this blog alive.

Yes, with barely 2 months to my EOY, I must buck up.
Although, pretty pleased with my recent achievements, but its not time to go high and mighty
Actually, I feel, if our lives weren't that high-tech, maybe we won't have to go through this.
Like with the advancement of technology, our scientist will find new things/ inventions
Hence, in the future, we would have to learn this.
It's kinda of a deliema too. As now, us teen-savvy cannot live without technology

I cannot live without music, hence, my phone is always blasted with music
Yet, such technology is also eating our time.
I can totally spend 4 hours online without knowing.
Its too scary.
So, my aim for this year to let go.
Even with a little bit, I'm satisfied.

Now back to EOY, rushing every piece of homework.
It seemed almost amazing that some subjects were not given homework
Well, I'm almost grateful.
But the week-long holiday is too tempting for me, with my computer beside

I can easily blow the electricity bills.
Hence, my next challenge is to control><
Gambate!!
Rushing every chapter,
I hope I can have enough time to start on my notes, which I'll prepare and use it until next year
(Notes take very long to prepare...D:)
Ahhh, 1 week isn't enough! :(

Now, Chinese Dance, have been getting busy lately.
Especially since our principal does not allow practice in September due to Exams
I'm not sure if I can cope next year
I hope I can, cause I don't wanna give up that easily,
Since I'm liking dance more
But, I don't wanna risk any subjects

The pressure is on me
Hopefully, things will go well
I believe it will

Hmmm, what else.
There's always an issue I wanted to share and talk about with you guys

But with my given small memory size.
I always forgot what I wanted to write

Besides, I'm not even getting enough sleep.
I find my life pretty routined, not everything
Just basically feeling
Seriously I don't know where's the real me anymore.
Now, I just have " I wanna sleep" hanging on mouth
Repeating like a broken recorder

School life ain't any better
I mean, the competition is there.
Work hard to get good grades, the simple fact

Yet that hard isn't easy

I've seen my friends struggling
Crying over grades

It's just freaky , how life is for just a normal fifteen-year olds

We're not like facing the pressure of being a breadwinner

Just a simple school life can cause such impact on us
It isn't anyone's fault
Competition is out there, I'm always reminded
Yet, I don't dare to face the reality, because I'm lazy
So, one more item added to my "wish" list
I must be more brave and dilligent
I really do wish I can get it again this year

Cause, that was more than just a present for me
It also lights up other people's day
Hopefully, these are enough, as I need to start on my homework soon!! ><

Kpop fans, check out my blog yeap??
Updates on the latest: SMTOWN LIVE in LA! :DD

Japanese!

2010-08-19T16:45:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm also going Japanese crazy now.
Not their music, with the briefing, that motivation to learn Japanese is just there! :D
I'm not that awesome yet, but still learning! :)
My favourite word is Murasaki!
English : Purple! :DD
Haha!!
If you guys want, leave a tag and I might try and post a few words every few posts
So you all can learn with me ;D

Hmmm, School is just tedious I would say.
I'm totally seriously sleepy during lessons. Waa!!
I shan't bore you guys with school life, since you guys might be tired from your own work.
I don't think I have much else to updates

I seriously have a lot to write, but unless I can type at light speed, I can never type finish
Besides, I'm too distracted :PP
But, I'm rushing my homework now,
So my weekends are free! Hehe! ^^

But here's one issue I wanna raise before leaving
What does littering means to you?
Do leave your comments at the tagboard.
I'll post about my thoughts maybe somewhere next few post or something...
BYee!!

Whee~

2010-08-18T16:10:00.002+08:00

I'm totally neglecting this blog. :X
But no worries, here I am to update this blog.
Yes, if you do check my other blog, it is bursting with posts.
I don't post everyday actually. But yeah, almost 3-4 posts everytime :X

Okay, school today was totally.. I can't say boring, but I was almost asleep halfway.
Totally at maths. One evidence, we're doing Coordinate Geometry, but in my answer, I started writing Trigonometry. Yeaps, I need more than just washing my face. Ahhh!

Okay, there are a couple of things I wanna blog about, since I've done most of my work, I should post and officially update this blog ;X

First, Yes! The biggest thing for Singapore!
YOG! The first YOG was held in Singapore! I'm totally proud of Singapore. I wasn't much aware as in with much interest or something. It was until during our CCD period, the class watched a video which showcase the whole period starting last year when we were selected to the one year countdown, to the preparation of this YOG. I'm not sure of where I've read this, but Singapore had spent almost thrice of the budget estimated. But I'm really proud of Singapore. We aren't big enough, but we still gained the trust from the officials for us to host this historic event. It is definitely one great big step for Singapore. What makes it more special was that it was held 5 days after our National Day. We're and must be proud of our country. In fact, I find the opening ceremony fantastic. Although I missed the middle part, but I definitely did not miss the last part of the torch relay. Yes, the secret is revealed, its Daren Choy, our own sailor. Not sure if he'll participate in the YOG. If so, GoodLuck! :DD
I just think its fantastic. Our logo, our mascots, our preparation. Pictures and reports have been coming in to revealed the YOG village. Its just fantastic. If I'm not wrong, because of this, we're also holding the SEA games :D
I can't tell how proud I felt while watching the opening ceremony. I can't say which was better, the National Day parade or the opening ceremony, but I was beaming. Swelling with pride. I'm just too proud and happy. I seriously hope I can describe to you guys. I'm just proud of Singapore, even repeating it over a million of times, its still not enough to describe. Keep it Up Singapore! Continue to prosper!
Now, was reading the news paper,(Chinese Newspaper), where it states that Singapore is the No. 8 in the list of (direct translation) development countries. Something about how developed our country are, with New York and London coming in as the first two. A small little red dot have such achievements are something worth to proud and praised for. Hopefully after such things, we Singapore feel proud-er of our Nation.

Which reminds me, my recent composition test(newspaper report), it was stating that us teens does not or most does not have National Identity or have a strong sense of belonging. It kinda saddens me. I mean, our Country, we should be proud for. Since it was a newspaper report, I had to state the reasons possible. One of them, I state is due to the advancement of technology. Like for example, like my recent craze in Kpop. Without even needing to traveling to the country, I can get information at my fingertips. Hence, knowing more of their life, knowing their standards of living. Which I may compare and thus losing faith in my country (it does not happens to me). Another is due to the negative comments surrounding the teens. As Singaporeans never-fail complains of most of the things, it might cause teens to have a negative mindset towards our nation. I'm not blaming anyone, besides these are just reasons that popped into my head in that 1h30mins. It may not be the best answer. But I do feel such issues should be raised.

I recently had a briefing for the Japan trip. One of the learning objective is to have a sense of rootedness and belonging for Singapore. I believe I already have that. But still, teachers raising such points, it may be something we should think about. How supportive are we? We must and learn to be supportive. Our nation, Our Country, Our Homeland. Love her! :D

Next, during English lessons, we received a paper regarding some disasters. Its suppose to be some sort of a helping hand for our Oral, though it's like a year away.
But some are worth to be mentioned and raise awareness to people.
Let me state all 14 :D

Biodiversity
Climate Change and Global Warming
Human Population
Natural Disasters
Nature and Animal Conservation
Poverty
Desertification
Ozone Depletion
Shrinking Wetlands
Air Pollution
Forest Destruction and Deforestation
Shrinking Fish Population
Overall State of Earth
Shortage of Water

One of which I wanna raise is actually about and for animals. If I could, I would head for conservation for animals. I don't see why many don't see their importance at our ecosystem. It just reminds me of Avatar. It just make me boil in rage when the army and the business man do not give a damn whether if they are harming homes of the natives. Everyone is important on Earth, no one is of more importance. We should learn to understand and accept that. I do hope more people with more capable funds could invest and help such poor animals and nature. Especially with the rapid changes happening to Earth. One of the most shocking is the rising sea level and unpredictable weather. We should all learn to help and do our part for Mother Earth! :D

Now, that's pretty much of an update.
Other than that, I figured, it would be more of my random crapping! ^^
Sayonara~!

Memories

2010-08-14T14:03:00.001+08:00

Lemme start to update you guys with my trip with my grandfather.

(Note: Mainly about my grandfather, shall post about the trip in another post)
It was a pretty special trip. I can't deny all my holiday trips are special. But the fact that my grandfather is going with us made it more special.
Right now, I'm really hating myself for not knowing enough vocabulary to just describe it well. It's not just any feeling. He's not just any other grandfather. And it's not just any trip.

I'm really thankful that throughout this trip. My grandfather did not try and kept a distance with me, finding me too noisy or rowdy.(:X) In fact, hopefully, he finds me as a great company. He can't speak that well now. He only can whisper using a great deal of energy. Sometimes, it hurts me to see him using that much energy.
He reminds me of my father a lot. He's a very careful and slowperson. He never rushes his jobs. Like just pasting a handiplast. Most of us, finds it troublesome, and hopes to get it done within a few seconds. However, for him, he doesn't mind spending almost 15 minutes on just deciding which plaster to use, how it should be placed.

Sometimes, I should and wants learn to be like him, set my foot down slower, or just stand there and look around before I start to walk. He's a great man, and I totally regret for being so childish all these years and barely spending enough time with him. I already missed his low deep gruffy voice which I barely heard for almost 2-3 years. However, I am thankful I still have some memories with him.

Like he once describe to me his childhood. He's also not a lecturer. In fact, sometimes he adds his own joke. Which totally liven up the mood, not minding much because we're in two different generation.

Another wonderful memory was the time where he taught me to cook. Firstly, he totally proves and makes a clear stand that guys can cook. And doesn't mean you're a guy, you can't cook. Next, as he cooks, he still shows his patience nevertheless. It's just too fascinating. I can't really remember what was the dish, or does it even has a name. But I remember it has potatoes, peas..(hmmm) At first, when I ask him to teach me, it was just more of a blurt. But, till now, I've yet to regret. I doubt I can ask him to teach me to cook one more time. But it was just a good memory. I remember as I was cutting. He would carefully stay by my side, making sure I do not get hurt, and I cut properly. It just gives you that warm fuzzy feeling. It's just indescribable.

Have you ever read of old stories, where in the past, the fathers are like the "king". They just have that power within the family. It just gives the kids and wife that immediate action to keep quiet at his presence. It's just like my grandfather, but in a nice way. He's just one great man, I can't describe well enough. I seriously wished I had a fantastic writer beside me to write a full-length essay of him.

Ah Gong, You're just awesome. I know you won't read this blog or know of this post, but, Thank you so so so much for traveling with us this time. To be frank, if you weren't coming to this holiday, I would have missed it. Because of you, it made the difference! Love you!! Wo Ai Ni! :DD

Pictures-whore (Not showing my grandfather as he may not like it. But these do great as well :D)
Few of my favourite shots with him :D

(Note: Something wrong with blogger, as the image is blurred, grrr..)

Updates

2010-08-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

I've actually write almost half of what I wanted to write as an update. However, with not much for me left. I shall just leave it for days where I can spend more time onlining :PPP

I'm more busy lately. And I've started countdown. I find me to have simmer down quite a lot.
Hopefully I am. Nevertheless, I shall just update it like this.
But I'll upload a couple of pictures just as a suspense for my next post :PPP
Hope you'll enjoy the rest of the week!! :DD

Hey!

2010-08-10T10:47:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps! Here I am!!
I'm back yesterday, but was busy packing, cleaning, watching show and updating my other blog :X
Unfortunately, as I'm more busy this week, I doubt my ability to repay you guys with a length post
I can only to manage to update this blog by just saying "Hi".

Nevertheless, I hope you guys enjoyed the National Day Parade.
There were many parts where, if it wasn't for the fact my family were there, I might just teared.
That's yeap, I know. I'm totally proud of Singapore.
I mean, although I'm going all Kpop, but I can never forget my homeland.
Love ya Singapore. Happy Birthday and so proud that you're one year older.
May better aspirations, goals and achievements can be attained in the future.
May you continue to prosper and maintain the Unique Singapore features.
With our special language-singlish, our special friends-different race, special food-different type, our special icons- eg, Merlion, "Durian". I just feel Singapore is more than just special to me. Sarang Hae Yo Singapore!! I mean, I love you lahh Singapore -giggles- LOL

So, I've to end off soon. But do keep tagging! Hopefully, I can be more free-er to post during the weekends. And hope students enjoyed their one day holiday. I sure did! :DD
Byeee "horh" ~~ LOL

P/s With different things to look forward to and not look forward to, I'm just confused. I'll just be confident and face tomorrow...

Updatess

2010-08-06T15:09:00.002+08:00

Just a few quick updates before this blog would be quiet for about 3 days.
I've many posts at my other blog. K-pop fans do check out if interested, cause that much post sure cover for this 3 quiet days :PPP

Okay, today for National Day we had many cheering and shouting. I almost lost my voice. I feel me so much as I sang the songs and all. It feels awesome to be proud of your country. I'm proud of Singapore. However, the only down side is that only me and QingYang were the two girls in class out of the 15. Well, many performed. I'm still pretty okay with this fact though :X
But yeap, I'm still proud of the people who performed. They hadn't slept well for days as it was a busy week filled with tests and homeworks. Many of my friends slept at 2am ++
Poor them. I almost felt ashamed when I complained I didn't get enough sleep :X

Nevertheless, it was a joyous moment and I'm proud. I would have teared if there wasn't 1500++ people in the hall. I love you Singapore! :D

I'll be away for a while. But I'll be back on Monday to celebrate! :DD

Erm, homeworks are still as many. Here's for my friends who are oblivious of any homeworks given.
1) Chemistry : TYS - Topic 8 (do not do qn 2b)
Workbook- Chapter 12
Worksheet

2) Biology : TYS - Unit2.5A(1-9), Unit2.5B(1-5), Unit 1.2(9-11), Unit 1.3B(7-8)
3) EMaths : Exercise 9.1 Qn 4,5,6
4) Chinese : Write a "compo" of the differences between the passage and the chapter for chapter 20(min. 350words)
Workbook chapter 20

Done! Gambate everyone! :DD
Hmmm, I guess that's pretty much update.
I'm in a deep deliema, I can't decide. Sometimes, I feel myself just the the girl describe in Eenie Meeni. I seriously can't decide, not over guys, but just simple things. I'm indecisive :X

Hmmm, Yupp, done!! Now on to packing and homework!! XDD
Sayonara~!

Happy Birthday

2010-08-06T14:57:00.003+08:00

Yupp, most schools today would have the celebration.
It is a pretty much anticipated day for many, as you can totally see how happy we are as we sing the National Day's song. With our hearts, out loud. The spirit for Singapore is there, and it's just too touching! :)
I would seriously write more about my dreams and aspirations for Singapore, my birthday wishes for her. But I don't have that much time (sorry :X), but I'll try write a short version (last part of post)

But nevertheless, I'll be back on her birthday to celebrate it with Singaporeans, as we Live our Dreams, Fly our Flag. As for this year's song, I don't have that much liking(to be frank), I still miss great songs like My Island Home, Home, Where I Belong, One United People, Count on Me Singapore..etc. But this is just as great as Corrinne May self write and composed and sing. I admire such peeps! :DD Go and check out and learn before Monday, It'll be so good to join in as She sings it Live and you can sing as well :DD

Singapore has turned one year older, I'm proud of her. Especially knowing what Singapore has gone through. Although it was a long way, but I'm glad we made it through. Singaporeans must seriously love this country and be proud of it. Cause, She's our Country, She's our Home, Our Homeland :D

(short version of my wishes)
SINGAPORE!! Happy 45th Birthday! We've all come a long way, and I'm glad that we (Singaporeans) still can celebrate such joyous moment after 45years. It was just as if Yesterday was the day where we just got our much-anticipated Independence. Thank you for being a home to so many, and still love us! Singapore, my Homeland, my Home, my Country, Happy Birthday! May you continue to prosper and succeed to better and higher goals in the future!

Neglect

2010-08-03T20:21:00.004+08:00

I'm seriously neglecting this blog..
Aww, okay. Anyway, just some quick updates before ending off, and maybe even longer :P
I have pretty much tests lately, hence pretty much reason for little updates:X
Erm, also life is pretty much lined up with too much things
I mean, even a 8 hour sleep for me is insufficient.
I always guilty of "over-nodding" my head in class
If toothpicks were seriously okay to be placed at your eyelids, I would :XX
But, I'm pretty happy that I understand Chemistry better

It seemed to be the only successful subject which I can understand the best
Don't get me started with maths, I just hope he can teach in a more..I'm not sure
Just better? I mean I don't understand quite a lot.. AHHHhhh, Mr Chong, where are you when I need you!!
Sc
Ohh, and I can totally do the sit-down-and-jump move in Chinese Dance
Woots to me!! I forgot to say, (pretty K-pop, but an efficient method)
As, my Teacher-In-Charge, who successfully do split for both sides.
We went to ask for her secret method. Which is to hold the pain for as long as possible.
We good students did that. Except we improvised :D
We actually played songs(duh, what other songs i wanna play XD)
And hold there for the whole song. I can totally do it for left. Right too, but it dragged a little, as song was paused, and well, its almost over 4 minutes, my leg went numb.
Nevertheless, I'm only about 1 cm to Earth! :DD So proud of me.

Last thing, National Day is coming up! Please do take note of that. It's on a Monday. Go and check out our National song for this year. Although I don't "Love" it, but, I still find it pretty okay and not bad. It's sang by Corrine May(is it spelled this way?) Hopefully, Singaporeans have the spirit!
This year's theme is " Live Our Dreams, Fly Our Flag" :DD

Okay, Bye!! :DD
P/s Cheering someone up isn't that hard, in fact, it gives a greater impact to you that last even longer. I'm glad I have to chance to make you smile :)

Aaron Fresh - Spending All My Time

2010-07-31T21:32:00.001+08:00

LOVE THIS SONG! :D

Understand

2010-07-30T14:59:00.003+08:00

Today, I've a lot to write. Not sure if the time permits, but shall try.

Let's start with something happy. Today was Vanessa's Birthday!
Happy Birthday!!

Yesterday, we specially went to buy her present.
We do hope she loves it a lot. Especially the wrapping ^^ ( hehe)
Let me bore you with my idea for the wrapping of the present.
It was a pity I didn't have a shot of it :X It was probably amazing that I found out she likes FT Island!! :DD Just yesterday was what made it amazing. Since, FT is at Japan now.
So I thought I follow a Japanese Theme. I wanted to have a wrapper like a shirt, But I want it to look like Kimono (Not sure if correct - its the Japanese Traditional clothes)It wasn't near it though, I tried re-doing but it looks more horrible. So I stuck with the original. Luckily, everyone thinks it is nice. It isn't my best work. Vanessa forgive me yeahh? :D

So we surprised her today, by singing Happy Birthday with a cake infront of her ;DD
Hope she likes it! :DD
Happy Birthday Vanessa! One year older, must be more mature and fun-er ;DD

Now, back to something serious.
Well, today at CCD, we talked something about " Where's our Home"
It kinda set me to thinking after Mrs Eng assured us, all of us we will get to travel around
I love to travel around, I totally agree with the whole new, refreshing feeling you would get as you traveled. Traveling is just as fun as reading, except you're experiencing as you dream. If I really get to travel or work overseas. I would love to go to Australia and work at the Great Barrier Reef. Getting to work at one of the seven wonders in the world is better than awesome. Plus, since I love marine life so much, its just a dream come true if possible. Otherwise, getting to hand-raise any animal is just next to life :D
But even so, I was thinking, am I like leaving Singapore behind. For such jobs, I can't possibly stay at Singapore for long. Though the journey ahead is long, Thank You for letting me dream. :D

Next thing to talk about is Friends. Was walking home and chatting with PJY. We started talking about friends. It is pretty sad that we have friends whom we are unhappy with. It just reminds of the Chinese chapter we are doing now. Where the moral of the story is saying that sometimes we must understand that not everyone beside us is that horrible. Maybe sometimes it is us, even if it is not, we should try and forgive them and look at their good points. I find this maybe the message for me today. Especially getting to celebrate birthday with Vanessa. It just made this whole thing seemed so real. Friends come and go, for me , the hardest part is to let go. But, I'll and is treasuring the moments we have together. I'll try to cover up all the bad points about you and treat you positively :)

I do hope my reflections have given you some ideas to reflect on. I find it very important to reflect and blessful that we can get to reflect.. Nevertheless, I find myself different today. Not sure what's the change, but I'm glad it did happened ;D

P/s I've learned to simmer down, I would treat it as fate if I could meet you. We are world's apart, but is okay. It's just fate before we can meet :)

Updates Updates

2010-07-28T17:00:00.004+08:00

I need to update le!
Seriously neglecting this blog><
Will try and finish the whole: "Top Secrets Of Top Student" by this post!!
Also, will update these few days.
I've always been updating my other blog, do check out ^^
Especially, there's an awesome huge news for C.N BLUE's fans!! -giggles-

Nevertheless, I've still been going crazy over that Awesome song
That shall be left to the next blog! ^^
School has been really hectic, I've found myself more diligent
Although, I'm always procrasinating a little, but I find myself more dilligent that is :DD

I'm gonna skip pretty much, cause I'm too lazy, especially with the thought of the next half of the passage =X
Chinese Dance, Yeapps, Still pretty bored as the 15 of them practiced for National Day performance, I'm not inside, kinda sad, but not much of any devastation. Anyway, it was pretty good time to slack and chat. Or learn new dance moves from any song..etc.. (hehe)

Today at English, my teacher went commented on my Summary.
She said I need to read more books. I was like " okayy"
She was like, you can start with something simple, like Enid Blyton's book
I was like, " I've read finished all"
This is not entirely true though. As I've missed her O'clock stories, and some of the Malory Towers, but who's counting. Anyway, the rest I've read . I find reading an extremely enjoyable pastime. But I can't agree a lot that it helps in English a lot. Yeap, maybe on ideas to brainstorm, or some descriptive words. But for me, I go for story mainly. I seriously can't practice those good reading, like asking questions as reading. I've never hated reading, in fact, its like my best friend. I just love to read, but I'm getting a little picky lately with short attention span. I can totally skip one whole chunk of lengthy paragraph if I finds it too bored. (shhy)
I also wanna do a book review on a book I've finished pretty long ago. Okay, last week.
" For One More Day" by Mitch Albom.
I wasn't a big fan of his, until my mum mentioned about this author.
So far, I've only read this book of his.
It's pretty awesome, I love how he started the story.
It's pretty personal. Total into the characters, where you can picture and feel how the characters do. I love such stories. The way he continued was also pretty special. I love the parts where he showed "evidence". Like " The Times When My Mum Stood Up For Me"..etc. A very refreshing type of way to write :DD

Now for the plot : In short, its pretty much about this guy, Chick, who regrets his life very much. Everything falls apart whenever he followed his father. Now with his mother gone, he just felt even more horrible, life just practically worsens. He then stumbles upon a chance to spend a day with his mother again...

Now, this story is really interesting, it reminds me of Cecelia Ahern, where your mind can pretty fly around that vast sky. I'm not gonna be a spoiler, but its a worth read. It also gives you a gentle reminder to treasure the moments with your loved ones. Also, its never too late to change :DD

I seriously can't think of anymore update, its been a pretty K-week. But that's for the other blog.
I think I better get started on the passage before boring you guys. Click here to view all in a whole passage :DD
Last part Top Secrets of Top Students:
The value of studying together was demonstrated in an experiment conducted at a top university in the worlds. The study revealed that students who discussed homework and problems together, tried different approaches and explained their solutions to opne another scored higher than those who laboured on their own. The experiment also illuminated on the value of hypothetical tests conducted among the students and on their own. This means that students frame tentative test questions based on their notes and give each other or themselves written examinations the day before a test. Experts confirmed that students who devise possible test questions often find many of the same questions during the real examination and thus scored higher.

Another technique employed by top students is to do more than the assigned homework. A student revealed that if her teacher gives five problems, she will undertake ten. In the student's words, " Part of learning is practicing. The more you practice, the more you learn." Last but not least, all experts and top students agree that the most important 'secret' of super-achievers lies in the crucial contribution by parents. From infancy, super-achievers were taught the importance of learning by their parents. The latter set high standards for their children and held them to those standards. They encouraged their children in their studies but did not undertake the work for them. Instead of pressuring their children, these parents were always loving, gentle and took pains to explain and motivate. They impressed the lessons of responsibility on their children, and the children delivered.

Hope all these help.

By the way, just heard a " remix" video of The Last Song - When I look at you. Titled " You'll look like poo" Parody. I totally hate it. The lyrics went on to saying bombing, flooding. Crap la! It's just total ruining of the song! Then, I found another parody on Lucifer. Total crap! I'm seriously trying not to get mad, but its hard. With all the horrible words with that awesome song. I'm just mad I'll say...grrr

Let's end of with a news, Annoying Orange is up! :DD

Updates

2010-07-24T14:13:00.003+08:00

Had Chinese Dance just now..

I should seriously create a QQ account so I can talk to my buddy, but I'm really feeling lazy.
I still owe you guys the passage for Top Secrets of Top Students.

So, I guess, I'll just update my blog with that.
Anyway, changed my skin, Kinda bored and random.

Decided to liven the atmosphere with some cute skin! :D
Hey, I'm always young and childish, in heart :D

Part 3, 4, and 5
It is also important for students to know how to schdule their time. They must know how to pace each assignments, project or dateline according to their daily timetable and work ability so that they might not be overwhelmed by the tasks at hand. Being able to set timetables not only allows students more time to review and polish their work, it also prevents them from procrasinating. Top students believe that a secret of their success is the taking down of good notes during lessons and using them for revision. One student revealed that she writes notes from the text on one side of her notebook and those from her teachers' lectures on the other side. This allows her to review both aspects of each lesson at once. The student also revealed that instead of wasting time whispering to friends and getting ready to rush out of the class just before the bell rings, she uses those few minutes to jot down a two or three-sentence summary of the lesson's prinicpal points. She then scans the notes to refresh her memory before the next day's class.

Another winning formula which teachers promote lies in a student's ability to hand in neat work. According to a professor, a student who turns in neat work is already on the way to scoring an A. In the classroom context, it is equally important for students to speak up and ask questions. This is perhaps the best way for a student to clarify any doubts. Classroom participation also demonstrates a student's intellectual curiousity. As a student succinctly puts it, " Better grades come from better understanding."

I'm seriously tired. Maybe post the last part tomorrow or something:DD
Byee!!
~Loverholic, Robotrolic~

Updates

2010-07-23T15:54:00.004+08:00

Today was pretty fun too! :D
It felt empty without my buddy. Yeap, she went home already. I did not post yesterday cause I'm not sure how to write it out. It was a pretty sad moment, filled with many tears.Though three day is short, but it was fun lasting. I made sure, I didn't shed a tear at all. Though I really felt like crying, especially when you see everyone is practically crying. The atmosphere, it's just there!

Nevertheless, my buddy said we shouldn't cry.
Just think of it as, we are very lucky to meet each other, We actually may never meet at all,But the fact that we get to meet, we must be very thankful

I strongly believe everything happens for a reason.For Japan, we would also have our own buddy.
I think it might feel the same as well. Also, its just like a good way to let me experience the chance of being someone's buddy

I'm so happy I get to have a buddy!I missed you already!
My pictures with her are on FB le! Go and check out! :DD

Anyway, today, in short, It just felt empty, We just got wilder during CCD actually. Cause, we were like laughing, not sure why.
Suddenly, we talked about K-Pop, And ShiYong wanted to prove that someone doesn't know about K-Pop, So he asked Lucas what's C.N Blue.
LOL, he was like * Blank*, Huh? C.N Blue?
Then, he was still confused. so he asked our teacher who passed by.
Lucas: Hey, cher, what's C.N Blue?
Cher: Huh?
We: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I decided to play on. So I asked what's FT island.
He was still blank. Fiona said, Ohh, It's an island, I added, it has Five Treasures in the Island( FT Island = Five Treasure Island)
Gosh, he believed! :0
Anyway, let's skipped this laughing part.
Cause Mr Chan and Mr Tan came in. We were like controlling ourselves real hard!!! Then we had to do Henna, we all got really crazy. We started writing on each others hand! Especially KPOP lovers, started writing their favourite stars. I figured my hand wouldn't have enough space.
So, I just wrote SeoHyun and C.N Blue, But my C.N Blue was really weird for the first few tries, so there was light shades in the background. I brought home the whole Henna tube. Hopefully, I have space to write SHINee and FT Island, If possible, all of their Korean Names ;DD

Okay, so back here. Whipped up a meal with Macaroni , Potato , Mushroom and Veggie. I wanted something western with Cheese and potato. Since we have some leftover Macaroni, I just tried mixing everything. Not bad la! :D

Shall share more pictures, when I'm free. I think handling 2 blogs is just so tiring. Omigosh..
Still thinking. Anyway, SHINee will be on Music Bank Lateer!!
Performing Lucifer! :D
WOOTS!
Okays, Byee!

Japan has gotten us talking so much. I really hope to skipp all the exams and move towards shopping and to Japan. I'll also celebrate my birthday in Japan. It'll be a cool experience. Thank You God for giving me this awesome chance. I know there's like about 3 more months. But I'm still excited! :DD

Aww...

2010-07-21T20:17:00.004+08:00

I'm really going crazy soon! WHY ARE THEY SO AWESOME! :D
Anyway, went to fetch my buddy, She's like still so shy. But finally started talking. She's like pretty unhappy with everything. I just feel so stress, needing to make sure she understands and is comfortable! Must brush up my Chinese arh!! I even forgot one time, and I spoke to her in English! Not used to :"X Anyway, I've create a farewell card for her! Also gave her a doughnut which I've made previously for fun. Now, it's for use! :D Hopefully she'll like it and.. hmmm.. Not much else.

Anyway, I know its probably under K-pop, but I'm too lazy
So.. JiaXu bought epop, everyone beside me freaked out. I guess I'm the most. Well, C.N Blue was on the cover! Also, QingYang lend me her album! OMG! I just hope it was my present and I could keep it! :( Jiaxu also has the photo album with about 350pages of all SNSD photo shots!
AMAZING! I mean, it's pretty professional, especially portraying the beauty of my SeoHyun, SooYong and Yoona! :D Today is just too amazing! :D Also, my brother(Serene), taught me how to play " Without Words" which is sang by Park Shin Hye on You're Beautiful. Today was more than a fairytale to me :DD

School was pretty boring actually, I mean having to translate and trying to listen
Pretty bored. But still learnt something :D
And actually we had a insight view of the typical life of our buddy

Actually they are pretty poor thing.
Although they dedicate their life to dancing, but not everyone can excel well enough to earn big bucks. There's only a small percentage able to get a job at dancing, but it might not even pay much. Yet they start as early as 4 years old. With their hectic life and a strict diet. It's just.. I'm not sure how to phrase. We're all so shocked. I'm really glad and hope they enjoyed their time here. This must be like they only holiday and break, getaway from school for a while. Comparing to the time we have and able to spent online, shopping, or even simple things like settling down to read a book, its just something they might not get to do. Hence, we should all feel that we are fortunate! :D
Jiayou peeps from Chang Chun! Works towards your dreams and best hopes for your future! :D
Gambate! Hwaiting! :DD

Here's my part 2 to Top secrets of Top students:
A student must also learn to be organised. For example, a top student who is actively involved in his school band, track and field, rugby associations and debate team disclosed that he keeps his things in their proper places because he simply cannot afford time-wasting searches. Another student immediately files the day's notes in colour-coded folders so that they are available for review nearing examination time. Another technique advocated by top students is to read effectively. This includes speed-reading,improving one's memory or retention ability and actively asking questions that will lead to full understanding of the author's message.

FUN!

2010-07-20T16:52:00.005+08:00

I think I'm more outgoing now.
I've much more courage just to say a Hi! :DD
Let's just talk about my buddy. She's called XinQi, only a year younger

Their typical day is too scary for me to post. Actually, its pretty normal.
But for us High-Tech Savvy Teens, wayy.. too much!

Anyway, I started off following the whole conversation I've planned. I found out she's very, scared or does not like to say much. However, she shocked me by holding my hand after we met. I mean, WOW, its pretty weird. She's a little shy yet treats me like a BFF so quickly *closes mouth* Anyway, I had a hard time translating to her. It's a good sign, showing she's an inquisitive and curious learner. But for me, I just embarrassed myself by asking people around me for the definition in Chinese! >< But her questions are hard. She asked me what's emaths and amaths. WOW. Erm.. Easy Maths and Hard Maths?? LOL! I'm so afraid I would tell her wrong things. I was so stress and tense! She's only 14 but her Chinese is better than me * blush* .
Okay, I've asked her about Kpop. She likes Han Geng. SJ fans, where are you? But, she doesn't knows anyone else anymore!! Next, she's pretty, erm, uncomfortable with me? She was so quiet with me, yet so "High" with her friends. It's normal. But I find it so hard to be a buddy! STRESS!!
I'm thinking of showing her a picture of HanGeng as a present on Thursday. Still thinking.
Hopefully she'll not be that awkward anymore! Looking forward to tomorrow! :D

Here's a short update of the passage : Secrets of Top Students. I'll post in 5(?) parts. I need to study before cracking on a new song at night!
Let's just skip introduction,
To begin with, top students know how to set their priorities right. Study time is never compromised for phone calls, television programmes or snacks. In other words, it is always placed above recreation. In addition, top students make it a point to study anywhere or everywhere. A top student who is also a top athlete memorises biology terms as he works out everyday. Another student learns a new word every morning while brushing his teeth. Among all the students interviewed, every one agreed that study times are strictly a matter of personal preference. Some thrive at night when all is silent. Others prefers to study as soon as they come home from school when the lessons are fresh in their minds. However all agreed that consistency is a main factor if one is to perform well at all times.

Haha, did you guys did this? Follow me for more, continuing part 2, at the next post! :D Hope these helps those having PSLE/ O'Level/A'Level..etc
Bye! :D
P/s I hope tomorrow will be a better day! :D

Focus

2010-07-19T20:40:00.003+08:00

I need that a lot.. Spending time on them sacrifice my Piano time ><>

It's pretty interesting, might opt their techniques! :PPP
Anyway, some methods I've carried out

So, glad I'm on the right track, might share some day soon!:D
Chemistry, I'm glad I'm catching up pretty well! :DD
Physics, some practice?
SS, Got scolded.. But I did my homework :D
Maths, just forget it, our whole class gave up
Geography, Love this chapter so much
Hopefully Wednesday won't fail me :X
Chemistry remedial, was late, kinda embarrassed
Not really my fault :PPP
Skipped, Chinese Dance
I'm getting better I would say

Got crazy at the last part when Serene came:D
Even dare to dance Ring Ding Dong and Oh!
I'm seriously bonkers :D
Had Dinner and came home
Now, online. Crazy-ing :DD
Bye!

*You are the one who lights up my life. Thank you for being there when I'm alone, keeping me busy, too busy to care about negative things in life, helping me make more friends than ever. Thank you! :D*

Bluey

2010-07-18T16:08:00.007+08:00

Aww.. It's like thunderstorm now.. Feel so Blue ><><>

It's that awesome..
It also hit me right at the spot when she said " I've finished your song, Our Last Song"
It's.. well.. I can't describe why
But it just did.
It's an awesome book for you to be immersed in
It's, more than a book
It's.. Indescribable :D

Now, I'm reading Mitch Albom's One More Day
It's really interesting..
Shall post more next time! :D

Enjoy the the week ahead, be Thankful! :D
P/s Saw a show of a guy taking care of stray dogs, cats, horses.. etc
It's so great of him. Not everyone could do that, because they just don't feel they can or don't feel responsible for. He's great! Thank you for giving these animals such a warm home! :D

Updates

2010-07-17T15:07:00.002+08:00

Okay, I've created a blog..
So.. yeappps..
Anyway, will have a short update here
So, yesterday was ..okay?
We had Chinese, saw most of their videos..Pretty cool :DD
We had Maths afterwards.. I'm almost dreading now.. :X
Physics. Haha! LOL><
Clever cher! :DD
But please don't tell it out :$
CCD, it was about Stress

I believe I think I create the stress myself..Sighh..

Had Chinese Dance.,Rushed home to grab my clothes

Only then to do nothing, Almost cried out loud.. WAAA!!

Nevertheless, I've met a new friend:D
Pretty cool eh..:D
Went to Tiong Baru..Meet up with friends.
Had a class..Went home.. Asleep

My busy day! :D
Okay, I've done most of my homework only left blur de><
I'm so afraid I forget do any homework.. Waa...
Hmmm... Pretty much! :D

Okay.. So this should be enough update for today..
Will be having dinner with my aunt to celebrate her birthday :D
Hmmm.. Busy day tomorrow as well!
Okay, Jiayous people! :DD
Bye!

Good News! :D

2010-07-17T06:36:00.002+08:00

Heyhey, have just created a blog for K-pop le..
So, don't worry, no more crazy freak out here ;DD
http://lurves-kpop.blogspot.com/
Check out at this link
Have yet to change skin or edit..etc
Just only made a first post
Will post tomorrow..
As, Tomorrow is TaeMin's Birthday.. :D
Bye!
(Plan for today: Do finish all the homework, so I can play tomorrow :DD)

Updates

2010-07-16T18:08:00.002+08:00

I have lots more news to share,
But, will post more probably tomorrow

Have to rush now..
But just a short update yea.. :D

Can't wait! NEW ALBUM!!:DD